Her Hidden Pain (Pain Series #1)

SPECIAL CHAPTER

Clover's POV

I was sitting in one of the bench here in the soccer field alone when I felt someone tapped my shoulder...

"Ohh Jenny, may kailangan ka?" I asked

"Ahhh...." She's hesitating to say what she wants to say

"What is it?" I asked again and tapped the space beside me, telling her to sitdown

At first she's hesitating but when she looked at her friends on the other side of the field and she saw them nod, she hesitantly took the space beside me and sitdown

"Do you need help on something?" I asked for the third time

"Ahh ano, kase uhmmm...." She stuttered making me to chuckle, so I ruffle her hair and I saw her blush at that

"You're cute..." I suddenly said

"H-ha?" Gulat na tanong nya

I shake my head nothing and just smile and look at nowhere...

"Nothing, don't mind what I just said. May naalala lang ako... Ahhh by the way, do you have something to tell me?"

If you're wondering on what is happening to me right now. Well I'm a grade 12 student now while the others is in their first year college.... You ask why? Well it's because, after what happened, I decided to just stop for a moment, gusto ko munang magpanhinga at hanapin yung sarili ko, masyadonv maraming nangyari and it's too much for me, gusto ko din munang makilala at mas ma-appreciate pa yung sarili. I want to have some alone time for a while kaya tumigil ako ng isang taon. Wala namang kaso sakin if mahuli ako eh, ang mahalaga na-achieve ko yung bagay na gusto kong gawin.

"Well, uhh do you uhmm do have some free time?" I heard her asked kaya napatingin ulit ako sa kanya

"Well I am free right now... Do you need help with something?" I asked Jenny

Jenny is my classmate, and she's also one of the student that I'm closest with right now... Mabait sya, mahiyain nga lang...

"No, uhh I.. I mean after uhmm school?" She stuttered kaya di ko nanaman mapigilan na matawa ng konti but immediately stop when I saw her bowed down her head and say,

"S-sorry..." She whispered

"Oh no no... I'm sorry, Im not laughing at you... I ahm... I just found it cute when you stuttered and I can really see someone on you...." I explained a little panicked, I sighed in relief when I saw her nod and let out a small 'it's okay'

"Well, uhmm for your question... I think I have some free time... Why'd you ask?"

"Ahmm---" she got interupted

"Kase Clover ganito yan, she wants to invite you to eat outside, like a date you know--" I heard Ella said in her usual sassy tone, she's also my classmate and she's also Jenny's bestfriend

"No! No! No! It's not like that, it's just uhh.. I ... I just need to uhh tell you something... kaya ko natanong... It's not a date, don't worry..." She defeneded herself immediately

"Sure..." I said and smile

"I'll just wait for you infront of the school gate later..." I said and stand up and before I walk away I reached out for her hair and ruffled it

"See you later, Jen..." I said and walk away

I'm walking in the corridor, my mind is flying everywhere and I just can't focus on anything right now... Jen's behavior really remind me of her...