My Ride Or Die

time to shine

rameka
donte (Dee) made me get up early and get ready and he took the kids to my dads and he took me to the studio and I look around and says in my mind damn he doing it big then we get to the studio..

donte: baby it's your time to shine U on the mic today because Ik U got that voice and them rapping skills

me: um idk if I can do it I may see all good at home but-

donte: shhh and get on the mic and spit something for a nigga.. he smiles

I go to the mic and I put on the headphones and he plays a beat and I start to dance with the rhythm and then it's time to start rappin...

me: I been on my grind now it's time to shine my mama told girl dnt let these niggas waste yo time I always though my daddy hate me when he left my life but the truth is he was savin my life...

donte cuts me off smiling but inside I wanted to cry but I held it together

me: was it good enough u cut it off quick

donte: yes baby it was fine I stopped to make Shure U ight because U was talking about life and stuff and U look sad

me: yeah.. I'm fine

I go to him and sits in his lap and he rubs my bak saying everything is ok I just sit laying my head on his chest listening to his hear beat.

donte
I love she tried but she just wasn't ready then and I knew I should have waited but ima start her off with singing whn it's the right time and I will have her ready to really do it big but what she did was good I loved it but I hate seeing her sad

me: baby U ready to go get the kids and go home?

rara: yeah babe I'm ready i love you for trying to make me happy today.

me: your welcome baby girl anything for U to be happy

rara: *i smile* your the best lets get going now silly willy

me: ight baby here the keys get to the car I'll be out in a bit got to lock up.

rara:ok baby hurry up

I watch her as she runs off to the car I lock up and runs to the car and hops in and drives to her dads and go get the kids and then we go home and she takes a shower I cook food and the kids eat and goes take they showers and I make her plate and hand it to her in bed and I eat off her plate and she hates it sometimes but she dnt care at this point she been sad about her mom lately we going bak to the hospital and they say she can go home but she gonna need help so Ik my babe gone be gone late nights so I know I'm gonna have to be with the kids sometimes but Idc they my kids so there no problem and Ik she will take them with her to give me a break ha but I love watching them they fun and they just my world my everything I love my whole family but I really wanna make her happy and I want to help her mom fight to this is the worst thing I ever had to deal with I have both my parents still and she might only have one and that's really sad but I'm sticking by her side forever long no matter what the problem is.

rameka
Donte is the most amazing thing that's ever happen to me he knows how to make me happy smile laugh and feel so important and I treat him the same just a little bit more ha but this means the world how he is trying his best to help and just he just here for me through it all I could never trade him for the world I love him with my life and could never lose him as U can see we dnt fight Nd it's been long since we been together and I just dnt know what I could do with out him I love how he is holding me right now just making me feel so I love him so much I can't even explain.