My Ride Or Die

the hospital

Rameka
me Treyvon and Kayla and Dee are at the hospital in my moms room and I look at her and I just cry I think about how stupid I was to leave her like but I had to be a mother of two wonderful kids and I was direspected by her and now I think about it I should have at lease stayed in her life and let her see the kids but I was scared she might try something now I just feel flat out dumb I love her so much and i wish I could help her but all we can do right now is pray and help her live longer she opens her eyes and looks at me and gives me a weak smile and I walk up to her and hold her hand and I talk to her..

me: mama I..I ..I love u with all my heart and soul Im so sorry this happen to U and I just dnt want to see U go out like this U have to live ma i love u please dnt go I need U here please ma U can't give up*tears go down my face like a river*

mama:baby girl I been fighting a long time and I just didn't know how to tell but being here is the worst way I love u baby girl U will success in life and be a famous lil beauty star U are U will find ur way in this world just baby steps baby girl baby steps U will be a star shining bright and I'm going to be watching my bright little star because she is the best star I ever sound as for but the lord knows what's best for me and now I have to go to his lovely beautiful place baby girl mommy will always love u and I have money left for U to go to college and just have a great life and the man UR with tell him he better take care of U and be good to U or me and my spirt gone get him *she giggles weakly with a lil cough* and tell my grandchildren they can be anything they wanna be if they just believe I love U all and never for get about me *she pulled me down to her gently kissing my cheek*

she layed there and she went to sleep or at least what I thought I kissed her forhead I smile gently and called the doctor and he said she's fine she's just sleeping and I smile and say we will be bak tomorrow he doctor smiles and says see U later we all walk out with a smile on our faces and holding hands and Dee starts to drive home.

Dee
I was so happy to hear what her mom said because her mom was right she is gonna be a star because she gone get in that recording studio rap that her ass away lol Ik she can rap I hear her in the shower and in the bedroom she has a amazing voice i love it and she is everything to her parents and with her mom saying wht she said Ik she is so happy to hear it for the longes she was mad over a fight and then she settles it today and I'm proud of her she is a mature women she is now what 20 and I'm 22 lol I'm hella old but I still love her and the kids are 6 going on 7 soon so we have to get ready for dat but all I'm saying is that she is a amazing girl and I wouldn't trade her for anyone else she is all I will ever need and I love she makes me feel that way and her mom scared me about her spirt watchin me and what not im not hurting this girl ever in life not CUZ her mom but CUZ I love her ..