ADHD?

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Greetings! 

Hello everyone, so today I was inspired to write about ADHD. I think I might have ADHD, but not the type most people think of. I think I might have the "inattentive" type of ADHD. (Inattentive ADHD is where you have a hard time with organization and paying attention.)  

At first I was completely unsure (still am), I felt like I was just overreacting, I was saying to myself "Surely I  do not have ADHD, nobody else in the family has it.....I think". Then I just HAD to do research, and I was shocked to find out that some of the symptoms of ADHD, are things I do that seemed COMPLETELY normal to me.

Some of the symptoms are:

-Easily Distracted ( It doesn't help that my desk is right in front of a window, the smallest stuff seems to grab my attention. - Hard time paying attention, ( I am literally in class rn, writing this), - Makes careless mistakes, often forgets things, and daydreams alot (I get pretty fidgety and I space out ALLLOTTT...like ALOT. It feels like im getting warped into these..like trances that I can't escape). Just to name a few.

I also feel like my brain is constantly on 10!, I have all these thoughts that just stay in my head. And I try to get them to go away, but the JUST DON'T!..like EVER. Its a pain when I'm trying to go to bed. In my head I often replay songs in my head and keep singing them over, and over, and over again.

Literally how it feels: 

I also have a hard time falling asleep depending on what night it is, and whenever I wake up

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I also have a hard time falling asleep depending on what night it is, and whenever I wake up..that's it Im up for good. I also have weird dreams every now and then. Also when I'm sleep my thoughts keep my awake, eventually they stop when I go to sleep.

TBH, I don't know what to do...Should i tell my parents my suspicions? I'm kinda scared to because I'm not exactly close with either of my parents to talk to them about stuff like this and not feel ashamed. I mean what if the think I'm overexaggerating, or they don't think anything is wrong with me. I think I just scared that there might be something wrong with me.

Can ADHD,,just appear? I think it's hereditary, *sigh* I don't know what to do

Anyways for todays quote:

"I've been thinking to much; help me"- Twenty One Pilots

Thanks For Reading!

Have a wonderful day

-HisWorld

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 11, 2021 ⏰

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