Him

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It's 10:50pm and I should probably be asleep by now but yet again your on my mind. I'm still trying to process all that has happened and I'm still worried if your okay even though Al said not to worry, I can't help it okay! But I miss you. A lot of shit has happened while you have been gone but I'm sure the boys have already told you; like always -rolls eyes and smiles- but eh. I love yous all but I love kent more. {Although the rest of yous are butts o.o haha... I really need to find some better jokes...} I hope your okay and that you'll be back soon. I miss you; a lot. And I want to apologise; for everything. I'm really sorry about what happened. I haven't stopped crying ever since last night, my eyes and chest still burn. I haven't cried like this since my uncle passed but I really, really, really want to talk to you; I know that was a lot of really's. I just want to be in your arms again, I read what you wrote about me and I cried again. Your so perfect in so many ways, I'm so happy to call you mine because well actually. I don't know if you are mine anymore xc I hope you are. I love you Kent.