Him

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I listened to the song you put in your chapter and now I'm crying, again. I love you so fricken much. I don't even think that writing this book is going to be enough; I only got home from school a couple of minutes ago and i graffitied your name all over my art book. I want to show it to you personally but I know that I can't and everything I have written and done I want to say and show you. I miss you a lot. I know it's only been a day or two but I really do miss you- a lot. everyday I always wonder if you see my letters to you and read them.. but I don't know. I don't know why but I keep rereading the chapter you wrote. it makes my heart melt and skip a few beats. But i think something is going on with my phone, while you where gone it would play sad songs but know that your back its playing happy upbeat songs. And I sort of screamed excitedly when I found out and my mum is mad at me for nearly giving her a heart attack. I love you so so much