Y/N Lodge

chapter 5

⚠️TW⚠️

on the Riverdale high group chat you got invited to go to a party at Cheryl's you obviously said yes regardless what your parents where going to say.

TIME SKIP.

its now 6:30pm you have an hour and half before the party you go into Veronica's room and ask her if she is going to the party.
"yea i'm going dad said I could." she replied to your question.
"you are telling dad right Eleanor?" she asked you as she knew you where gonna be in more trouble if you didn't.
"I wasn't planning on it."
"e you know your gonna have to."
"cool" you walk out her room and back into your room, you get in the shower to freshen up once you get out you add a little bit if makeup mascara, blush, highlighter and some lipgloss, for you outfit you put on a tight baby blue dress and paired it with some white crew socks, airforce with butterfly's on and put an off the shoulder zip up jacket on. it hit 7:30pm and you start to leave as you where gonna meet up with Toni to go to Cheryl's , you start to leave but your mom stops you.
"Eleanor where are you going?" Hermione asked politely
"out dad said v could so can I , i know if I asked he would not let so here I am."
"okay, but stay with veronica."
"sure whatever." you walk out the door and meet Toni once you get to her shes all exited.
"hey e you alright?"
"yea i'm fine you?"
"im good cant wait to get my groove on." you both laugh once you get to Cheryls you walk in and its already a big crowd Cheryl greets you two and shoes you where the drinks are and where the snacks are you both head to get drinks first and saw Kevin , Fangs , Jug and Archie you and toni go over to them.
"hey girlies." kevin said.
"hey hey." toni reply's or joyfully.
"so how you girls?" fangs asked.
"we good." you replied then walked off. you didn't really feel yourself at this party and you didn't know why. couple hours later its now 10:00pm the party is starting too quieten down and get smaller. few minutes after most people left you decided to leave as well you walk home with your head down once you get in your dad is sat on the arm chair waiting for you to get in #btw your not drunk you didnt even drink# you started to raise his voice but not to the point where he shouted.
"what where you doing out Eleanor?"
"I went with friends I was at the same place as veronica was at so don't shout at me and not her I know I didn't ask for your permission but you still wouldn't have let me go so save the lecture and ground me already!" you say in a bored voice as you really couldn't be bothered.
"you have no idea how worried I was-"
"save the crap dad!"
"phone!" he proceed to say. you give him your phone go upstairs and slam your door shut you get your comb thats head bit comes off and reveals a knife you start to ⚠️self harm⚠️ until you here a knock at your door you cover the knife bit up and chuck the comb you open the door and see veronica standing at your door.
"what?" you say angry and upset.
"I was wandering how you where doing?"
"im fine why dose it concern you?"
v sees some cuts on your arm so she looks at them and see there fresh you see her looking and stand up and throws a hoodie on you found laying on your floor. veronica ended up asking you why you had cuts.
"e why do you have cuts did someone do it or did you?"
"oh no no I scratched myself on a thorn bush nothing to worry now please leave!" v leaves your room worried

NEXT DAY

you wake up bright and early as you have school you didn't really want to go but you had to you went to the bathroom brushed you teeth and hair done some natural makeup and then got changed into a long selves top and jeans with some air force. you run downstairs grab a snack bar and leave. once you get to school you are greeted but some serpents.
"hi el you alright?" jughead asked
"yea why?"
"we heard you might harm yourself." you thought to your self that spread quick and low can my sister be.
"who told you that I mean its not um- true but who said that."
"reggie he said he heard it from someone else but it now on Riverdale high blog."
"ITS ON WHAT NOW!" you got so angry and storm of to find your sister she was in student lounge with archie,betty,reggie and there some other students there as well you start to raise your voice because your really angry. "you bitch why would you go around school saying a harm even if I did thats no ones business not even yours stay the fuck out of my life and if I hear you have told anyone else anything I will hurt you tell mom and dad I ain't coming back home as well!" everyone in the student lounge just stare at you and veronica. you run off she starts to run after you "Eleanor wait-" she stops chasing after you and just sits down and thinks about what shes done.