Mom : tegan
Tegan ; I'm up
I quickly sit up
Mom : ok good and get ready u need to go to allys
Tegan : yh
She walks out and i grab my phone calling ally
Tegan ; hello
Ally : have u left yet
Tegan: no ally i can't make it today
Ally ; oh ok
Tegan ; sorry something came up
Ally : everything ok
Tegan: um yh sure
Ally ; u didn't seem so sure
Tegan : all good promise
Ally ; ok
Tegan ; I'll talk u tomrrow probably
Ally : ok
Tegan ; love u bub
Ally ; love u too
I hang up and i go to the bathroom turning on the shower and i have my shower i get dressed and i brush my hair and teeth. I do my makeup And i walk out going down stairs
Tegan : I'm going
Mom : have fun
Miya : bye loser
Tegan: bye love ya both
Mom ; love u too
I walk out the door getting in my car amd i drive to the coffee shop and i wait in the car park for a while untill daniel knocks on my car window .
Daniel : I'm gonna cry
Tegan; so am i this is crazy
Daniel ; i know it is what fuck is happening why is it us
Tegan : there could be more we just don't know who
Daniel : what if i post something
Tegan ; what and be like I'm living the same day over and over again people are gonna think your crazy
Daniel ; but everyone will probably forget tomorrow
Tegan ; probably
Daniel: I'm just gonna post that I've been living the same day over and over again is anyome else
Tegan ; do what u want
He Leans in throw my window and i watch him post on insta and Twitter
Tegan : anything
Daniel ; people think I'm high or drunk
Tegan : so nothing
Daniel; yes
Tegan : were screwed
Daniel; its looking like that
Tegan: great
Daniel: lets go for a drive I'm bored of here
Tegan : get up
He gets in the car and i start driving
Tegan: I'm gonna cry dude what the f
Daniel ; please don't cry behind the wheel
Tegan; where do i cry then cause if i cry at home my mom will worry about me if i cry in a car people will think I'm weird I'll have no where to cry
Daniel : not behind the wheel we can cry at mine
Tegan ; thanks
Daniel: I'll direct u to where i live so u can come when ever
Tegan : should u really be showing me where u live
Daniel ; no but should u be driving around with stranger pretty much
Tegan ; were going throw the same shit i don't care
Daniel: true ok
He directs to his place
Daniel: thats my house i live with my brothers come round when ever
Tegan ; will do thanks
Daniel : u can carry on driving now
Tegan; u drive
Daniel ; ok
We get out the car swaping seats and he starts driving
Daniel ; now u can cry
Tegan: I'm good at the minute
Daniel ; thank God i don't want u crying
Tegan ; no my mascara will run plus i don't like crying I'm an ugly cryer and forget to breath
Daniel: i forget to breath aswell i feel like I'm gonna pass out
Tegan : I've passed out once was not fun ended up in a hospital
Daniel : how did u end up in hospital
Tegan : forgot to breath while crying and i passed out and wacked my head on the kitchen counter and i was pouring out with blood its how I've got the scare on my face
Daniel: wheres the scare
Tegan : its on my forehead but u can't see it cause its coverd in makeup
Daniel ; oh well be careful don't hurt yourself if u cry
Tegan: try not to
Daniel ; good cause say u get hurt badly and u die i don't wanna be living the se day by myself
Tegan; u don't wante to die cause then you'll be on your own
Daniel ; yh but even if we weren't in this weird ass situation i still wouldn't want u to die
Tegan : ok
Daniel ; do u think if one of us died we would come back or we would stay dead
Tegan ; i don't know and i don't really wanna think about that
Daniel : not a nice subject i know
Tegan : yh
Daniel ; who have u lost
Tegan ; what
Daniel ; well if u don't wanna talk about it i assume you've lost someone
Tegan; i haven't lost anyone but my moms ill so its only a matter of time before i lose her
Daniel ; I'm sorry
Tegan; its ok its horrible to say but I've got used to the fact that i will be losing my mom
Daniel: what does she have
Tegan: Huntington's disease
Daniel ; I've heard of it but i don't exactly know what it is
Tegan : over time it stops parts of your brain working
Daniel: shit
Tegan ; yh
Daniel: is there no cure
Tegan: no sadly not
Daniel ; god thats horrible
Tegan; it is
Daniel: can it be passed down
Tegan : yh i have the gene and my sister is only 17 so she can't be tested till shes 18
Daniel: are u ok talking about it
Tegan; I'm fine talking about it , it spreads awareness of it
Daniel : are u scared
Tegan ; yh i am cause I've seen how its changed my mom over the past couple years and me and my sister are talking about getting her a nurse for at home .
Daniel: u know maybe living the same day is giving u more time with her
Tegan: yh i didn't think about that
Daniel: make the most of it
Tegan ; i will...thats my house
Daniel : i know where u live now
Tegan ; don't make it creepy
Daniel : yh that did come out creepy sorry
Tegan ; its ok
Daniel ; do u wanna go home
Tegan ; u need to get your car
Daniel; i got an uber so I'll just get an uber from here
Tegan ;ok
He turns the car around parking in front of my house
Tegan ; see u around
Daniel ; u will for sure
Tegan ; bye
Daniel: bye
I walk inside
Tegan : hey
Miya : hi
Tegan : wheres mom
Miya : with dad
Tegan : what
Miya : shocking i know
Tegan ; why they meeting
Miya ; no clue dad was like when we broke up we left things on bad terms and its not good on the girls meaning us so they've gone to talk
Tegan: why now 2 years after they broke up
Miya ; no fucking clue
Tegan; right
Miya : right I'm going to lukes
Tegan : miya
Miya : I'm literally getting my shit from his then I'll be home
Tegan: do not go back to him
Miya ; i won't
Tegan ; promise me
Miya ; promise
Tegan : ok
Miya : see u in a bit
Tegan ; ok I'm coming dinner so be back around 8
Miya: ok bye
Tegan: bye
She walks out the door and now i know when i got home yesterday or today or what ever it was where miya and my mom were . I go to the kitchen and i cook dinner and i ate
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