Skip a few weeks still in the same day
Mom : tegan
Tegan : I'm up
I sit up
Mom : good
She walks out
Tegan ; oh my lord
I get out of bed getting dressed and i go to the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i go down stairs
Tegan : I'm going out
Mom : where
Tegan: out
I walk out the door getting in my car and i drive to joeys
Joey : tegan
Tegan ; hi
Joey : w-what are u doing here...come in
I walk inside
Joey : why are u here
Tegan : i need someone to talk to i know u wouldn't judge and i know we haven't spoke much since the break up but i just need to talk to someone
Joey : what is it are u ok
My phone then starts ringing
Tegan ; ally i can't make it sorry
Ally ; oh ok
Tegan : bye
I hang up and i put my phone on my silent
Joey : so...
Tegan ; its gonna sound crazy
Joey : tell me
Tegan : I've been reliving the same day over and over again with this guy its only me and him who are the living the same day and remembering and its driving me crazy I'm having the same conversations over and over again . I don't know how much more i can take
Joey : are u on drugs
Tegan: no i am completely sober no alcohol no drugs nothing
Joey ; u sound crazy
Tegan : I'm going crazy in this same day i might be doing different things each day or most days but its still crazy its -its making me crazy
Joey : ok calm down your speaking why to fast
I cover my face and i so badly wanted to cry but i stopped myself
Joey : ok
He wraps his arm around me
Joey ; so your living the same day
Tegan ; yes and by tomrrow you'll forget i told u this
Joey : do u know why
Tegan ; if i knew do u think i would carry on with the same day
Joey ; dumb question right sorry its lot one my ex shows up at my door and then tells me shes living the same day again
Tegan ; i shouldn't of come sorry
I get up
Joey ; no its ok I'm happy u came
Tegan ; i should go
Joey ; or u can stay
Tegan ; what
He grabs my hand
Joey ; i-i um
He looks at me and he leans in and the door goes
Joey ; I'll be back
Tegan ; ok
I watch as he goes to the door
Daniel ; is tegan here
Tegan ; Daniel
Daniel : have u been crying what did u do to her
Daniel pushs joey to the wall
Joey : woah chill
Tegan : what the hell
I push daniel off him
Daniel : what did he do to u
Tegan : nothing
Daniel: you've been crying
Tegan : no haven't move
I push him out the door
Tegan ; sorry joey
Joey: no all good
I walk out the door
Tegan : why did u do that
Daniel : why have u been crying
Tegan: i haven't
Daniel ; why are u here
Tegan : why are u here how did u know i was here
daniel ; miya
Tegan; what miya
Daniel ; i came to your house and i asked if u were there and u weren't so miya called u and u didn't answer so she called ally and ally said u weren't there so miya tracked where u were and said this was your exs house . So i came here
Tegan; and why did u go for joey
Daniel ; you've been crying i thought he hurt u
Tegan ; no he hasn't hurt me I'm just struggling at the moment ok i needed to see someone other then my family and ally and i didn't want to bother u with my problems
Daniel; u should have come to me we are in the same boat no else will understand what were going throw other then us . I want u to talk to me
Tegan : ok
Daniel : what is it
Tegan ; just struggling but I've got most of what i needed to get out, out but I'll talk to u next time
Daniel; u better
He pulls me into a hug and i hug him tightly
Tegan ; hug me tighter
He squeezes me
Daniel; I'm sorry for going for joey
Tegan ; its ok he'll forget about it by tomorrow
Daniel ; true but i shouldn't have gone for him
Tegan ; u shouldn't have but oh well
Daniel; I'm not even a violent person but i just saw u upset and i assumed he hurt u
Tegan: he didn't
Daniel; i know now
Tegan : yh
Daniel : well i had a whole day planned but u destroyed it thanks
Tegan : what
Daniel ; were do it tomrrow
Tegan ; what is it
Daniel ; go to new York
Tegan ; whats in new York
Daniel : you'll see
Tegan : what
Daniel ; Just bring warm clothes
Tegan ; daniel whats in new York
Daniel ; just wait till tomrrow
Tegan; i don't like u
Daniel ; you'll like me tomrrow
Tegan; probably won't
Daniel ; u will
Tegan: sure
Daniel: just wear warm clothes
Tegan ; i will
Daniel: I'll be at yours tomrrow 8
Tegan : 8
Daniel ; yes so get an early night
Tegan : i will
Daniel : bye
Tegan : see u tomrrow
Daniel; u will
Tegan: bye
I get in my car and i drive to Macdonalds getting food and i drive home
Tegan ; hey
Mom : hey
Tegan ; do u want Macdonalds
Mom ; I've got a headache so I'm gonna head up
Tegan ; ok shout if u need me
Mom ; i will love u
Tegan : love u too
She heads upstairs and i eat my food and i head upstairs going to my room and i go on my phone for a bit.
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