I immediately unlock my phone and scan through every app I have downloaded,
MESSAGES:
Kitty:
Alice:
Hallo?
Sent:
Hey. Miss you guys too. California is beautiful, and my new room mate is nice.
But, she's treating me better than you all ever did. You guys mean nothing to me after how you ruined my whole high-school experience. You have never been good friends to me, and never will be. I think California is treating me well since I'm finally away from you all.
-
What?
I never sent that?
Did Gypsy send that?
Oh my God, Oh my God....
What do I do? They think I hate them!
My vision hazes up and my breathing starts feeling heavy.
It doesn't feel like I'm breathing,
Am I having a panic attack?
Feces start leaking out of my rectum and my pants turn wet.
I don't mind though,
It comforts me.
I exited out of the Messages app and headed towards snapchat,
'Delivered • 5 Minutes Ago' fills the screen.
Gypsy sent pictures to everyone on my snapchat? What did she send?
I look at my story, and see nothing posted.
She's smart.
She's using the anxiety of the unknown against me.
She knows me too well after one singular night.
She knows I overthink.
She knows.
Why would she put me through all this pain?
Rage fills me from head to toe.
I've never felt this type of way since Halloween, sophomore year...
But this time,
I'm not scared to show it.
I stomp to Gypsy's room and swing the door open,
The door slams against the wall, leaving a hole.
"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU"
Gypsy's hollow eyes stare into mine,
She rises from her wheelchair.
