February 10, 2015
1:12pm
I hate how I'm so antisocial to the point where I make my significant other upset because I don't have to energy to hang around a group of people. I don't understand why they are even with me, I'm not at all what they'd want from someone. And this shot could make me more depressed than I already am. Every small things bothers me. I feel like they don't want to be around me and they are purposely not hanging out with me because I'm boring.
I just hate myself so fucking much that I want to continously stab myself until every drop of blood leaves my body. And it scares me because I don't know what to do anymore.
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RandomA book to write down my final thoughts as I countdown to the day when I can give up on myself and end all of this. Suicide doesn't take the pain away, it just gives it to someone else.
