BLOODY

Part 1

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" that's all of it. " My stepmom said as she put her arms around me. We stared at the empty living room That used to be filled with furniture and laughter. But was now empty. 

I gently pushed her arm off me. I never really wanted a relationship with her, don't get me wrong she a great person. I just don't want to get too close to her, after my mom left me on the side of the streets in New York because  she 'didn't want me anymore.' I haven't heard from her since. Not like I really care anyway. I just don't really like getting close to anyone anymore. So blame my mother for not wanting a relationship with my stepmom. 

" is something wrong? " Marcy ( the stepmom ) asked. Yes, somethings wrong I'm literally moving away from all my friend to live in the middle of nowhere. But who cares it's not like I have an opinion. I look up at her and give her a fake smile " of course not I'm just going to see if  Alexa is ready to go to the new house. " I said in a fake happy voice. She nods and I walk outside to look for Alexa.

Alex is my ' little sister ' as my father likes to put it. But she totally my half-sister. She alright of a 'sister' I mean she only 6 I can't really have anything to hate her for.

" Alexa! " I called out to her she was sitting in the grass with my dad. Alexa lookups and waves to me. " Bella come play with us! " she yells across the yard and my dad had a big smile on his face. I really didn't want to go over there. Not because of Alexa I really don't mind her. But because of my dad, we don't really have a daughter-father relationship, and I don't want one with him. " I can't we have to leave come on Alexa." I yell she looks sad It kinda made me feel bad but not bad enough to go over there and have to interact with my father. " come on Bella just for a few minutes. "  my dad said hoping I would give in but I wasn't.       " come on guys you know how Marcy hates driving in the dark. " I said hoping that was enough for my dad to stop trying to force me into his little playdate with his new daughter. " who's says she driving" my father chuckled I roll my eyes at his stupid ' trying to make up not being there for you for10 years of your life ' game " I'm going to the car, Alexa come on. " I hollered. She runs over and grabs my hand as we walk to the car.

I buckle her up and handed her doll to her. " there all safe For the road trip. " I said smiling at her. She doesn't smile back or even smirks like she does when she happy. " what's wrong Alexa ?" I asked I wonder if she was sad about the move. She shrugs and looks up at me. " why don't you like daddy?" Her questioned stunned me for a second. " of course I like dad it's just... Big girl stuff." She puts a sad face on " but I'm a big girl." I giggle at her and stroke her light brown hair. " well it's teenage girl stuff. " I said she looks at her doll and holds it up in the air. " will you play dolly with me when we go to the new home?" I smile and nod a big smile appears on her face and that when I knew she was happy again.

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" Bella... " I hear Marcy whisper my eyelids flutter open. " we're here, your father got the beds set up already so you can head to sleep in your new room. I look over and see Alexa sound asleep still. " okay " I whisper back.

I opened the car door and closed it quietly. So I don't wake up Alexa. Then headed to the steps of our new houses. I could really tell what it looked like because it was pretty dark outside. But I knew woods surrounded the house witch didn't really seem like a safe place to raise a 6-year-old.

I walked into the house and my dad waited for me. " come on Bella I have a surprise for you. " he said excitedly I followed him to a room which I was pretty sure was mine. He opened the door and turned on the lights and a pink wall room appeared. " do you like it? " he asked I stare in disbelief " it's so... Pink" I replied he frowned " I know but I figured you would drop the goth look and start to look like a normal girl. " He said the word ' normal '  the way he used it I could believe it. " normal girl. "  I said he froze like he was thinking about what he just had said. I roll my eyes " forget it. " I practically yelled before slamming my door shut.

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I stomped out of my room trying to avoid everyone especially my lame excuse for a farther. I wasn't even able to open the front door before Marcy comes in the room. " hey Bella would you like some breakfast before you go out and explore" I hold on to the doorknob squeezing it so I don't say something stupid. " no thank you." I said I heard another footsteps come in the room. I just want to be alone...   " now Bella for now on we eat meals as a family so come sit down." It was my father the last person I wanted to see or speak to. And now he wanted me to join his little ' family breakfast ' like nothing happened last night. Damn, he pissed me off. I stomp over to the kitchen table making sure everyone knew I wasn't fucking happy.

" shall we say grace. " he said and held out his hand I took it. " my dear father in heaven we thank you for this meal." He said in his oh mighty lord voice Marcy was next " And we are thankful for our new home." She said I rolled my eyes at that. Now my dear sweet incident 'sister' was next " and I'm thankful for my big sister Bella " she added and now it was my turn great. " I'm thankful for my dad that thinks he can make up for the past but he won't be able to and he knows that. That why he has Alexa as a do-over amen. " I said and took a bite of my toast and toast it back on the plate. " done " I said then stood up and walked out of the house.

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Why I hope you enjoyed part 1 of bloody.

- deadline