Which Guy is for Me?

Ding

Cont.
"We were happy werent we"
You both sigh.
"I'm sorry I stopped talking to you Jean. I was just so hurt, and everytime I saw you I remembered him.
"Don't worry about it. It's all in the past"
You smile. "I have to ask, what happened to the Jean I used to know? He wouldn't hurt a fly. I can't say the same now"
He sits up and cracks his fingers.
"That's a long story"
"I have time" you say, smirking.
He rolls his eyes. "Fine. But let's go to my dorm, I don't need people knowing that I can actually be a decent person". You laugh at him as you guys leave the dining hall.
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You and Jean finally make it to his dorm. As you take off your shoes, you realize it's not only you two in the dorm.
    "Oh, Jean. I didn't know you were bringing company. I-I'm so sorry I'll be leaving" his roomate says.
    "Yeah. Thanks Connie. This is (Y/N), (Y/N) this is connie. He's my roomie, he's pretty cool no complaints."
     "Yep! Ill be going now, sorry Jean for interrupting, nice to meet you (Y/N), enjoy your little hookup"
Your mouth drops open. Is that what he thought we were gonna do?? Jean must've seen your reaction because he laughed.
    "What am I that repulsive looking that your mouth needs to be on the ground"
    "No" you laugh "That was just the last thing that was going through my mind".
    "So you admit it was on your mind?" Jean smirks
You roll your eyes at him. "You dummie" you sit down on his bed, patting the seat next to you. "Now tell me!! You promised"
    "Well first off sweetheart, I never promised anything" Jean says, smiling.
For some reason you felt your ears turning hot. "sweetheart". You shake that out of your head.
   "Pleeeease Jean. Pretty pretty please tell me" you give him puppy dog eyes, it always worked as a kid.
    "Jeez (Y/N), you almost made me change my mind. Didn't think you were the type to beg. I like it."
"Oh shut up, don't make this awkward. Can you just tell me"
   "Another day princess. That I promise"
You roll your eyes. "Whatever, Fine. Then what am I doing in here".
  "Well-"
He leans over your body, you lean back, trying to catch your balance. His face is so close to yours, and you can smell his cologne. You feel your face get hot when you realize how close you two actually are. Why'd you even feel like this, he didn't mean anything to you.
You hear Jean snicker. "(Y/N), are you blushing??" He stop leaning over you and instead sits next to you. You feel him put one of his hands on the side of your cheek. You quickly grab his hand and put it back on his lap.
"S-Stop oh my god. It's not my fault. I felt like I had to puke cause the smell of your cologne was overwhelming" you try to shift the conversation.
"Oh please you know you like how it smells"
"I-I"
Suddenly you hear your phone buzz, ruining the moment you and Jean were sharing.
You look down, as soon as you saw who the text was from your face was full of horror.
"(Y/N) you good? Your mood seems like it shifted 180 degrees"
"Yeach i'm fine" you say shaking your head. He could tell you were lying. He grabs your phone.
"Jean!! Give it back right now! I'm not joking"
His face looks mad. "Why the fuck is Yeager texting you still. Some nerve he has. Open up your phone" he indicates by putting your phone to your face to try and get the facial recognition. "Hmm lets see what Mr. Cheater has to say"
"Please Jean I dont want to talk to him"
He ignores you. You see him typing something, and suddenly he pulls you by your waist.

His lips were on yours. You didn't know what was going on, and why there were butterflies in your stomach. I mean you had a tiny crush on him before, but you swore that disappeared a while ago. All of a sudden you feel yourself closing your eyes too, enjoying your guy's first kiss.
He pulls away.
"Nice, that should do it"
You saw that he took a photo of this kiss and sent it to Eren.
"Now he'll see that you can replace him easy, and with someone hotter" He winks.
You were embarrassed, you thought he was actually kissing you, why did you even think that? And why did you enjoy it, and long for more?
"How bout that princess?? He's absolutely fumed. School starts this monday and I never really liked him anyway, so this is my shot to actually make him mad".
"Yeah whatever, sure I don't care. I'm gonna go now" You had to get out of there, your heart was racing, and you couldn't look at Jean without blushing. How stupid you were, thinking that he was actually kissing you. You were about to leave the room when you heard him say something.
"(Y/N)...."
         "What?" you refused to look at him.
         "Dummy, you left your phone"
You snatch it out of his hand. Leaving as quickly as you can. What was it that you were feeling?

You get to your dorm, and luckily Sasha was already sleeping. You collapse onto your bed, your mind plays back the memory of Jean leaning over your body, you felt the heat of his breath on top of you. Your heart is racing like crazy.
*Ding*
HF: "You good, you kinda rushed out of here, i'm sorry if I crossed a line, I just wanted to make Yeager mad about losing you. I should've asked you first"
(Y/N): Yeah no it was cool, just took me by surpirse is all.
HF: Gotcha, sleep tight princess

Your face heats up AGAIN. "Damn what the fuck is up with me, I cant get into another relationship, I just got out of one. Not to mention I know Jean doesn't like me back, that's just his personality."
*Ding* 1 New Notification From Eren Yeager
    "Great. Just what I needed to end this night" rolling your eyes. "Let's get this over with"
EY: Hey (Y/N), I know you really don't want to talk to me, you made it obvious with that photo. I deserve that, I really do. But please. I'm begging, let me explain everything to you"
(Y/N): Whatever, meet me tmr during first period
EY: Thank you (Y/N), have a good night. Thank you so much.
God, what could that even be about.
You drift away to sleep.