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I'll never be the girl with a crown of golden hair -I could never measure up to the memories that you share.
I can't compete with the bond that history has made - I'll always be the one who is delicate and afraid.
I won't ever be the one who will always be in first place -I'll forever be the loser , if this is a race.
I don't give you butterflies, or put your stomach in knots - I'm just the one who's here when you need to share your thoughts.
I'll never be the one you planned to spend your life with from the start - I'm just the one you chose because you guys fell apart.
It's easy to see you still love her, I can see it in your eyes -you're still the one she calls just to hear her cry.
I'll never replace the woman who shares your last name -and I know that when it comes to you not being with her, I'm the one to blame.
These feelings that are inside of me make me feel like I'm about to burst- because yes, I fell in love with you- but you will always put her first.
I could never approach you with these words coming from my mouth, so for now
I'll write them down -so our relationship won't go south.
I'm scared one day I'll lose you -I'm terrified that she will win,
What if she convinces you that I'm nothing but a sin?
I'll never be the one who holds your complete heart -but if I really loose you, I'll surely fall apart.

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