falling for him - noah beck & reader

44- i miss you

noah: "what about him?"

y/n: "please don't hate him, don't hate me either."

noah: "i love you babe, why would i hate you? and why the fuck would i hate josh?"

y/n: "because he tried to kiss me earlier. he was drunk and he told me he wanted to-" noah interrupted me

noah: "are you serious?! y/n please tell me you're joking? like why the fuck would you do this to me? i thought i was the one you wanted."

y/n: "i pushed him back i promise you! i didn't want to kiss josh! are you crazy? he was drunk and i just wanted to tell you about it because i didn't want you to think that i cheated-"

noah: "i swear he is a dead guy."

y/n: "no noah. please don't even talk about this please. he was so embarrassed when he realised what he tried to do. he was already drunk. he did nothing to me, he just tried to kiss me on the lips. i interrupted everything i swear. noah please believe me"

noah: "i know y/n. i trust you. it's just that i'm scared that i'm not enough. i want to be the best boyfriend you've ever had! and i don't want you to get hurt, so please tell me if josh did something to you!"

y/n: "noah please stop worrying. he did nothing wrong except the kiss. please keep this to yourself"

noah: "your secret is safe with me. i'm sorry for being-"

y/n: "no. i am. i am sorry for doing a terrible job of being your girlfriend. you deserve to be treated well, and i feel like i don't. just know that i care about you more than anyone does. and know that i will always be there for you. even if things don't end up well."

noah: "come here angel. you are treating me perfectly well. i love you so much..."

he said while hugging me in the shower

y/n: "i'm so excited for tomorrow.. thank you noah."

noah: "you make me so happy, and i needed to find a way to make you happy too."

y/n: "i'm the happiest i've ever been right now. thanks to you"

noah: "i'm glad, we are going to be alone for quite some time, i'm so excited angel"

y/n: "so am i..."

noah: "i just wanted to spend some time with you, because i know that you need this. a lot more than i do. you've been working on a lot of stuff, and i'm so proud of you, proud of the stuff you do, proud of being yours. i just wanted to let you know that i will always support you, i will always be there for you. i promise you."

y/n: "you're so adorable noah, i'm so proud of you, proud of being your girlfriend, proud of everything you do. you are so kind, i don't deserve this."

noah: "you surely do. you're the cutest, most talented, funniest, and horniest person i've ever met. and that's why i love you" he said laughing

y/n: "you're such a baby noah, do you know that?" i said laughing while touching his cheeks with my hands

noah: "i know, and that's why you love me as well"

y/n: "ummm not sure about that" i smiled at him

noah: "angel, it's time to go"

y/n: "i know i know!! i'm coming"

josh: "i'll miss you guys"

noah: "i'm sure you'll do" he said dryly

addison: "please send me pictures i want to see everything! i'll miss you guys so much"

y/n: "you can count on me, i'll send you pictures on the girlies iMessages group! i promise you"

charli: "yes! i'm going to be so sad without hearing y/n's voice everyday"

y/n: "don't worry char, i'll send voice messages on the group chat everyday, i'll call everyone on friday to celebrate my new single... don't worry babe i'm not forgetting you" i said hugging her tightly

blake: "come here bros im gonna miss you"

noah laughed

y/n: "im your bro now?"

blake: "always been"

bryce gave noah a hug

bryce: "enjoy your little trip, just make sure to not break the bed..." he winked at me

i laughed when i suddenly heard the front door opening

bryce: "go away."

josh: "we don't want you here"

noah looked at me when he saw who was standing there

i turned my head and saw who it was

y/n: "aw dixie... didn't miss you. what are you going to try to destroy today?"

dixie: "i came here to apologise, because you guys didn't deserve this."

bryce: "you guys? are you seriously saying sorry to us all instead of apologising to y/n privately? you did nothing to us, she is the one you insulted, she is the one you hurt. we just defended her"

dixie: "fine, y/n i am sorry for saying everything i said to you. you didn't deserve it.. i came now because i know that you are leaving with noah"

noah was holding my hand tightly because he felt that i was tense

y/n: "well dixie i'll probably need some time. i don't know if i'll be able to forgive you. and i think you should apologise to noah too. because you tried to make me believe he had cheated on me."

noah: "babe we gotta go. we're going to be late"

noah took all of his bags, waved at everyone, and walked to the door

y/n: "goodbye guys, i love you"

dixie: "noah, i'm sorry for trying to ruin your relationship."

noah: "you did not ruin anything, and you're not going to. goodbye dixie."

dixie: "wait noah please!"

noah: "i don't have the time for this. you should've thought before acting like this."

charli: "i'm ashamed to be your sister. i'm embarrassed, and i mean it"

addison: "i'm embarrassed for you honestly"

miley: "i just hate you dixie"

i heard this, and closed the door behind me

i put my bags in the car, and noah drove to the airport