falling for him - noah beck & reader

55- bed

josh: "GUYS WHAT THE FUCK! YOU ARE SCARING HER"

bryce splitted them up

noah: "if you ever touch her again i swear i'll destroy you"

y/n: "noah shut the fuck up. he did not even touch me! he just came with me to make sure i wouldn't need anything before going to bed. you know, he did what YOU were supposed to do. you don't even give a fuck about me anymore, and this really shows. having to fight against your friend because he did something as a friend, that you don't even do as a boyfriend."

blake: "i am sorry i didn't mean to piss you off like this man. i just noticed how tired she looked and i thought that she might need help to go back to her house. and she in fact did, because she woud've passed out on the floor next to her door if i wouldn't have carried her to her bed."

noah: "and you think i'm going to believe you?!"

y/n: "noah, i can't stand it anymore leave me alone. good night everyone and i'm sorry that i needed someone to help me go to sleep. this is so fucked up noah!"

addison: "y/n i am sleeping with you tonight. i don't want to take any risk, just in case you need anything. don't worry noah we aren't going to fuck"

i laughed softly: "thanks addi, but you know, if you want to spend the night with them it's ok, i'll be just fine. don't worry about that"

bryce: "addison said she was staying with you; that's it. she is staying. end of the story."

noah: "pfff"

y/n: "what? stop asking like you cared. you probably just wanted to sleep with me because you can't stand it when someone is in my room. even when it's a girl"

noah: "yeah and that's completely normal."

y/n: "no it isn't. do you think i'm going to be jealous if you go in your room with josh, miley, charli, bryce, or blake? no i won't. because i trust you. thats it. the issue with you is that you don't trust me."

noah looked down

addison: "if you guys don't mind, i'm feeling tired. good night"

she turned off the lights, and came in the bed with me

she made them leave

blake: "good night y/n, call me if you need anything, i'll be here"

y/n: "thank you so much i won't hesita-"

noah: "i'm the one to call if you nee-"

y/n: "noah i only need you to leave me the fuck alone. good night."

noah looked at me and left

blake just stood there looking at me

addison took my hand: "he's been so different lately... i don't know what's happening"

y/n: "i don't know either, i feel like he's hiding something. i truly don't understand."

addison: "just get some rest angel"

blake: "can i stay with you? i'm bored"

y/n: "yeah of course blake"

blake: "are you sure it won't cause probl-"

addison: "no it won't, now shut up and join us"

blake joined us in the bed

i was just staring at the ceiling

it felt quite nice, being with people that cared about my wellbeing

being with people who are here to help me

and not being with someone who only cares about themselves

addison brought me back to earth: "stop thinking about him. he is not good for you anymore. look at how you feel, and look at who stayed with you."

y/n: "i know that you're right addison but i still love him. i can't forget everything in a day... he's been really good to me, and he truly made me happy. but i don't know what is it that makes him completely mad. he has changed so much since the day i met him, and not only in a good way..."

blake: "maybe you should focus on yourself more and more, and see how he reacts. or see if he tries to come back to you with apologies and stuff."

addison: "yeah blake that's a great idea. you need to take care of yourself more, and think about yourself more now. i know it can be hard when you're a people pleaser but you really need to do this in order to keep your sanity."

y/n: "thank you so much guys. it really means a lot. you know, i really love you both. in fact, i love everyone in the house. you guys truly changed my life for the better and i couldn't be more grateful. but you two... you really are my closest friends and i feel like i don't show enough love on a day to day basis... but just know that i adore you both, and that i trust the both of you with my life." 

blake just hugged us even thighter: "i love you both too. i am so happy to be here with you, and i am so happy that i met you y/n; you went through so much and i'm really happy to be here to help because i know that life's hard. and i am so happy you're still here, on earth, with all of us. because i wouldn't have survived losing you."

i felt tears running down my cheeks

addison: "nooo please don't cry, you are my dearest friends and i really love you guys. i am so lucky to have you in my life..."

blake smiled and rubbed his finger against my cheek, to wipe down my tears.