intoxicated ~ osasuna

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"i-i like you"

another confession. osamu doesn't understand why females like him.

yeah okay he's 'popular' but is that the only reason they like him ?

they know him but they don't know him. he hates being called the 'popular kid'.

yes the miya twins are popular. but for what ? for being 'twins' ? being in the volleyball team ? ugh it's irritating.

osamu wishes he could be more like suna rintaro. not caring about anything.

but he doesn't wanna be a disappointment so it's better to put on a facade.

"ya seem amazing but i cant accept this confession" osamu said while smiling softly

"it's okay.. friends ?"

'friends' osamu didn't want friends. everyone wanted him for popularity. only people he doesn't like being around is the volleyball team and that's it.

"yeah friends" osamu said with a fake smile but the female of course couldn't tell. no one could. is the one thing he could do perfectly. or atleast he thought.

more lies. it seems like that's osamu is capable of doing.

he lies to make people feel better, sure it eats him away from the guilt. but hey ! whos gonna stop him ?

"well i should get to class, i'll see you later" osamu said as he waved goodbye to the girl.

as he was about to enter his class, he saw suna smoking in the hallways.

now why hasn't he got caught yet ?

oh well his parents are rich so if they try and suspend him. well chaos will happen.

osamu sighed. he didn't wanna be a stoner like suna but he wanted to be free.

able to do whatever he pleases. without his parents breathing down his neck.

"hey 'samu" osamu looked at his brother who was smiling.

another fake smile.

yeah the miya twins are just fake. they're not what people think they are.

the perfect brothers. perfect set of twins. just the word perfect makes them gag

although atsumu met this person through text. since atsumu typed a wrong number who ended up being itachiyama's ace.

osamu sat beside atsumu. "hey 'tsumu" osamu said as he rested his head on the table and sighed

"what's wrong ?" atsumu asked and osamu shrugged

"nothing just tired"

and worse of all.

the twins lied to eachother. sure they knew the smiles were fake but that's all they really knew.

'siblings should trust eachother'

they do trust eachother. it's just... they don't like confiding in people.

they as you say. 'don't wanna be a burden'

"if ya say so, anyways omi is ignoring me" atsumu pouted

"how come ?" osamu said and atsumu sighed "he said i'm too annoying, which is very mean of him" atsumu said as he crossed his arms across his chest

osamu chuckled "he's not wrong" atsumu gasped "oi 'samu don't be a prick"

"don't worry i'm sure sakusa doesn't hate ya, or he would've blocked yer annoying ass sooner" atsumu rolled his eyes.

"he's the only person i don't want to hate me ya know" atsumu said and osamu sighed and ruffled his hair

"don't worry 'tsumu he doesn't hate ya" atsumu smiled

a genuine smile.

i wonder if i can give a genuine smile. i've gotten used to these fake ones.

"goodmorning class.."

osamu looked at the window, he saw suna coming inside the classroom through the reflection. he looked back at suna looked at him for a quick question then looked away.

hm weird

osamu shrugged and just continued looking out the window.

i need to get drunk tonight osamu thought to himself.