"Makoto"
I reached my hand out to him but he flinched and backed away more curling into himself shaking even more.
It hurts,seeing him like this i want to cry why what caused this why does he seem so.....
So hurt
Why him he's such a great person why why did this have to happen to him he doesnt deserve this.
"Ah, sorry you surprised me"he replied." That's ok" I then purse my lips together.I stand there for awhile not saying or doing anything. I then decide pull makoto into a hug. I move towards him slowly and wrap my arms around him. He flinches, again. It feels like he's resisting the hug. I can't help but frown. He must have noticed because he tries to return the hug even tho he can't stop trembling only managing to grab the back of my shirt.
I cant God it hurts but i'll endure it because you must be hurting so much more.
Makoto,he looks so scared. What happened I couldn't say it out loud. I didn't want to say the wrong thing and scare him more, or maybe it's because I was scared of what the answer would be. But either way"ill protect you." What an empty promise that might seem to be but i mean it with all my heart i would do anything.
"I cant lie to you and tell you everythings ok but ill do what i can to make you feel better"
"I'm f-fine Haru your being over.... dramatic" he wispered. His voice is shakey. Lair...
"I wont hurt you i can promise you that and im not mad at you. If you think that I'm going to be upset with you or won't want to be with you anymore your very wrong. I love you way too much to ever abandon you".
"Im sorry,sorry that i was'nt here for you when you needed me"
"Im sorry"my eyes start to burn from the urge to cry "Makoto are you listening?"
"Im sorry"Makoto says.
I open my eyes and pull away from makoto looking at him.
"Makoto...."he looks up at me with his red puffy eyes glosy from tears he looked....cute...he suddenly put his face in my chest and gripped my shirt
"Haru"he says softly, voice barely audiable. He starts crying into my shirt his shoulders shaking gripping my shirt tightly soaking it with his tears. I grab his shoulder waiting for his consent for me to touch him. He tenses at first but relaxes. I wrap my arms around him hugging to make him feel safe.
"Im here now"
After awhile he started to relax and calm down his sobbing subsided as he fell asleep in my arms and all i could hear was his soft breathing along with his peaceful expression i smiled at this i looked by the window to see the sun had set already i yawned and soon drifted into slumber
To be contiuned
It so hard to write this chapter my feels for poor Makoto and haru having to see and help makoto during his breakdown but it was worth that soft fluffy ending of the chapter
Well tell next time✌
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