*Elizabeth's P.O.V*
"what are you doing here?" I ask him
"Me? What about you? And why were you spying on ME Grier?" Shawn asks
"I wasn't spying, I just wanted to see who was in MY spot! AndI'm here because..well it's My spot!" I tell him
"That is kinda spying Liz" Who doe she think he is calling me 'Liz'? He's not my friend or family member. Last time I checked he was one of my bullies!
"It's Elizabeth" I say practically through my teeth
"oh uh um yeah sorry" Shawn quietly says
'' So. Um. Your not gonna tell anyone are you? You know about the, you know singing?" He says
"You mean me tell all of your friends that a so called 'tough' guy is actually a sensitive boy who can sing? Well as much as I want to! No, I cant. cuz I know how his will all play out. If I tell the boys, they'll hate and make fun of you. Then you'll feel bad/ mad, etc. After that, your only emotion will be anger. Then causing you to come to me and beat the living shit out of me. And I'm in no mood for MORE beatings. So I will not do that!" I rant (A/N I rant a lot. Does anyone else?)
"I wouldn't do that" Shawn says
"Actually you would" I say
"Listen I don't mean to come off as the jerk at school" Shawn says
"Oh really. Is that so?" I chuckle.
"I'm serious" He replies
"HUFF. yeah mhmm. okay Mendes" I sarcastically reply.
"I wouldn't do anything to you again. I hate what I've done to you" He tells me
"Another one. wow. just great" I mumble under my breath
"huh?"
"Nothing ! 'I'll just find another spot." I say walking away from the conversation.
"Elizabeth" He yells
"What the hell do you want Mendes?!"
"I'm sorry truly and really am. All of the words I've said to you. It's not right at all. No girl or woman should be told that. All the things the guys and I do are horrible! I know I've never hit you physically but the words I've said are probably the exact same feeling once they hit you. I'm so so sorry! I don't expect an apology I just want you to know that everything I've done to you is horrible" Shawn says.
When he finished speaking, his words hit me so hard. For some reason I felt bad. But then I realized it was him who had hurt me. But this time I wanted to accept his apology. There was a different way Shawn said it. He wasn't asking for forgiveness. Shawn just wanted me to know he was sorry. I knew Cam was sorry but the way Shawn talked. It was just different.
The way he talked, he had a tone of true sorrow.
Then I thought that I thought that I had feelings for Shawn.
But as soon as that thought crossed my mind I had to get away. And I did.
BUT I made myself look like an absolute dork in the process.
"Oh um. Okay. Uh bye" I said pretty much running away from Shawn.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------That was possibly the worst chapter by far. I had been so busy lately. For some of you that know my closest cousin had died about a year ago from heart cancer. And she had died a month after her birthday. I had no energy to beonline and I'm sorry. And this past weekend I was in Minnesota. This was only half a chapter and I had expected to write more. I just thought if I only gave you half the chapter it would be enough. Which is not but so I kept questioning myself. But I didn't want you guys to keep waiting so I jsut went uo and posted it. The next chapter will for sure be longer. But as of right now I'm really sorry
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Lonely ( bullied by Magcon)
FanfictionElizabeth L. Grier She was always the quiet one. The one who sat in the back of the classroom. Nobody knows who she is. Well that is except for nine boys. For any other girl, it's a dream. But for Elizabeth, it was more of a nightmare. She was all...
