sometimes, when im alone in bed at night, i think about how ive ended up where i am right now. what put me here? how did it end up like this? waves of emotions wash over, yet i still contemplate whether im feeling emptiness or if im overflowing. am i imploding? am i being eaten away from the inside out, or am i eroding?
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i really hope my followers aren't active anymore. im not really writing this for anyone else to read. i'm trying to seek clarity within myself. if you do happen to be reading this, please don't say you relate. i don't mean to be harsh, but my words couldn't ever capture the true essence of my emotions. you could not possibly relate to me.
