7 deadly sins

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Envy~ desire to have a quality, possession, or other desirable attribute belonging to (someone else).

I couldnt help but stare.

I just couldnt help it.

I couldnt believe it.

Not only did abigail have the best wardrobe in the school but hooked on her arm was the one and only, isaiah Tyler.

Now we used to be bestfriend.

That was until she tried to kiss my boyfriend. To make matters worst, he broke up with me a day later and the same week they were making out next to my locker.

I despised her.

And I was very passionate about it.

Now here she is with MY crush. She knew I liked him.

Whenever we would talk, she would be around a corner watching. And if not her, then her crew of bobble head blonde's.

It was disgusting.

First time was in the cafeteria.

We walked in together there goes little miss perfect with her wavy blonde hair standing in the lunch line.

She saw isaiah and waved, completely ignoring me.

To my horror, he waved back.

I felt insulted.

Everyone knew we weren't friends...guess the news didn't pass to him.

I just rolled my eyes and continued to walk. I passed the lunch line and went to the vending machine. He followed.

We found and seat and sat down.

I wasn't following along to the conversation he was trying to have with me.

The girl with the golden locks was watching us closely as if observing us.

It mad me uncomfortable and anxious.

All I did was nod and said a quick "yea" as if I were listening to him retell his favorite line from great Gatsby.

She soon got up and walked towards our table staring at me the whole time

I almost felt as if she was coming to talk to me!

I should have known better when she placed a hand on isaiah's shoulder and asked him to come to her party.

I was furious.

I shot up in my seat, leaned in close to her face and in my most menacing anger filled voice I told her to shove it.

Her reaction was simple.

She went from surprised to smug real quick.

But the uncertainty behind her eyes left me a smirking mess.

That only lasted so long.

We were face to face staring at eachothers.

I slowly looked at isaiah and then back at abigail.

I then decided I had a couple of options.

I could have A :make a scene in front of every one in the cafeteria

B: sat through the rest of lunch with abigail watching us, or even worst sitting with us (I highly doubted that isaiah wouldn't be tempted to offer her a seat at our table)

Or b get up and leave.

I decided to go with the latter because both A&B would result in me strangling her.

It wasn't fair that she could have literally anyone she wanted.

If Channing tatum were to walk into the cafeteria at this moment, she would capture his attention with in a matter of seconds.

It also wasn't fair that she had all daddies money to spend on pointless things.

When we were bestfriend, she talked me into destroyed the vending machines in the lunch room so they would have to order new ones.

Not only did the school not have the money, they didn't have the time.

However, here came princess abigail to save the day like the true hero she is.

It made me sick to my stomache but I passed it off as gas.

But no matter how much I tried to deny it

I envied her.

I envied her fearlessness and power.

She got anyone to do something for her in the snap of her claws.

No-one ever denied her.

No one ever stepped in her way.

Although she was classified as a princess, she was also known for being ruthless.

She rather be feared than loved.

Because with fear came power.

And she liked having power over people.

Fear also meant respect.

Her blonde squad feared her.

They also loved her.

They loved that she excepted them, ignorant to the fact that she just loved attention.

She also loved that they weren't as beautiful as her. That only adds more shining lights in her direction.

I couldnt help but envy her.

She has everything I had ever wanted.

But it was alright. Envy leads people to do extreme things.

I had no intentions of being anything but ruthless

Just gotta fight fire with fire.