✦𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐋𝐈𝐄𝐑✦ KIM JENNIE × PARK JIMIN × Y/N

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STORY MADE BY: @parkjimini (tumblr)

PAIRING: Jennie x Jimin x Y/n

WORD COUNT: 4.1k

GENRE: angst

WARNINGS/KINKS: explicit language

"He's my friend, is it okay if he's here for my doctor visits?" You asked as you gestured to Hoseok standing behind you at the door. Your doctor's face gleamed and saw the pained look on your face before softening.

"If you're okay with it, then I'm okay with it too. Have a seat.. uh.. –"

"–Hoseok." His hand extended out for her to shake and he happily introduced himself. You were back again at the clinic to discuss your future plans. Bringing Hoseok was the only way that stopped you from going insane. He was another voice that was there to guide you through the foggy nightmares.

Hoseok had been staying over at the apartment recently because you couldn't close your eyes for more than two hours at a time, afraid that you were going to die in your sleep before anyone else could find you suffering.

He made you smile when you really needed a lift. He was your shoulder to cry on when you needed someone to lean on. Jennie and Jimin tried calling you, asking you how you've been, but they never lasted more than 5 minutes before they needed to hang up. They were both still unaware of the cancer that ate away at your life and Hoseok eating away at the food in your cabinets.

Hoseok took you to classes and picked you up. You went with him to the studio when it was necessary and he brought you to art classes and you shared food between takeout boxes. He was the best person to be around during a difficult time.

"How have you been feeling, (Y/N)?" Your doctor asked, flipping through her clipboard.

"The same. Shitty and tired."

"Any pain?"

"In my back and the sides of my body." She was typing away at her computer and she looked over at Hoseok.

"Is she eating?" She asked him with a small smile.

"A little. She never finishes her food or eats more than five bites." He shrugged, thinking it was always because you weren't in the mood to eat, not because pancreatic cancer causes loss of appetite.

She swiveled over in her chair and examined your eyes and your skin. "The whites of your eyes have started to yellow. Ready to see what your options are?"

"Oh boy, options!" You squealed with sarcasm and Hoseok chuckled.

"Chemotherapy. We'll try it out for 4 weeks, get you started in two days with two hour sessions every three days." She peered up to see your reaction.

"What other choices do I have?"

"Surgery, but it isn't big enough for us to remove yet. Radiation, or you could go all natural and let nature take its course." She sounded so nonchalant that it scared you. "I will warn that while chemo kills cancer cells, it also kills healthy cells. You'll lose hair cells, liver cells."

"Great. Well, once I start, I'll have to buy some wigs and more hats, so Jennie and Jimin won't ask why my hair is falling out." You couldn't help being sarcastic.

It was the only way to cope with the serious situation because it was horrible. The gut wrenching feeling of knowing your death is close. The painful treatments that you needed to go through to prolong your time. It was too stressful for you to think about.

Hoseok held your hand and you remembered your sunshine was there to calm you down. "You don't have to make a decision right away, (Y/N)."

"I don't have time to waste, Hobi." You barely whispered.