FOUR POV
I woke up and before I was about to start the day, I realized I was crying, I wasn't sure why or how long I was, but I just was, until I remembered something about last night, dreamed about something, but I forgot what it was so I decided to push it off
I went down stairs to make breakfast for me and x, x was a heavy sleeper, so I always have to wake him up for breakfast, while I was making breakfast I couldn't help, but try to remember what I dreamed about, and then..it hit
I started shaking and felt tears building up in my eyes, I was seeing blur, but all I was thinking about was that dream, I then came back to reality when I felt a tap behind me, I turned to see x look up at me with a worried look on he's face
X POV
I woke up right after the dream finished, and was a bit confused onto why I dreamed of me and four meeting each other for the first time, but now sense I remember that I realized how our colors faded, well mostly four, but I also realized how much fours mood changed, i just don't understand him, does he hate me or not?!
And ever since that incident...wait..that smell, I smell pancakes from down stairs, I decided to get out of bed already know that it was four making that delicious smell, I opened the door and walked down the stairs, and was careful with each step to make sure I don't fall sense i was a clumsy person, or...variable
I glance over to the right and see four, but he was just standing there, not doing anything, I went over to him to make sure he was ok, I tap from behind him, and that seem to scare him, because he quickly turned around to see if anything was behind him, he then looked down at me, I then realized that he had tears at the corner of he's eyes, which made me more worried, so I ask "a-are you ok, four?"
It took a moment for him to respond, he gave a small smile, then said "I'm ok, x, just got a little spooked there that's all" he then patted my head, still worried, I gave a smile in return, then went over to the table to sit down
FOUR POV
After telling him, that I was ok, he still looked worried, obviously not believing my lie, i pat him on the head to try and convince him, he gave a smile in return, I really like his smiles, it was always so cute, and just lights up the whole room
he went over to the table to sit down, I went back on making pancakes, still thinking about that dream..that...nightmare
The day went on as usual, yet more calming sense this was our day off, well usually it's like that, but I'm still thinking about it, it just doesn't want to get out of my head, but I don't want to look stressed and worry, x, so I decided to just pretend that it's not there, even though it hurt inside
Once it was bed time I sat there, hoping I don't get that nightmare, once I fell asleep, I got something worst, bad memories and some was recent too, it just flashing all the times I've hurt, x, even when I said I was going to protect him, and yet he's still here thinking I'm a good friend he's only friend
The last flash was the one I was thinking about today, where I saw myself kill him, I was begging it to stop, apologizing over and over, but it just kept, a never ending loop..
X POV
I was woken up by screaming and it was coming from fours room, so I quickly rushed into his room to see if he was ok, I saw him just apologizing, his eyes streaming with tears, I haven't seen him like this in years, but I knew I could just watch him when his in this condition
I quickly run to his bed, and climbed up, I shook him a bit to wake him up "four wake up!" He will probably get mad at me for waking him up, but his my best friend, so of course I'm going to try and help, even if it means getting hurt at the end, I'm still going to try my best to help
After shaking him for a few seconds, he finally opens his eyes, then looks towards me, he then quickly sits up and hug me, I was shocked, I never thought this was going to happen "f-four are you o-" I was interrupted by him apologizing, so I decided to let him get it all out of his system, and hug back
I slowly rub his back, so he can calm down, he slowly lays back down, pulling the covers on us, and hugs me tightly, almost immediately falling asleep, I was blushing a bit, and quietly said "four?" I was waiting for and response, but didn't get one, I decided to stay there, to make sure his ok the whole night
Then I slowly close my eyes, and drifted to sleep.
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