Suicidal quotes

#14

I don't feel okay, I just need someone to talk to but I don't want to bother anyone so I'm sitting in my room crying, I always feel like a burden to everyone so I read and text and rp to take my mind off of things but sometimes it doesn't work....nothings going right for me right now so...Yeah...I'm sorry... I'm so so so fucking sorry that I'm here and you have to deal with me...I don't want to be a mistake disappointment or anything like that! I just want to be happy, loved and accepted but...I'm not so....yeah... I just want to give in to the voices... but I know I shouldn't ...they're so loud, 'don't eat that you'll get even fatter', ' oh look, she thinks she can be a boy, ahahaha, that's hilarious', 'you'll never be good enough, just give up, slut!', 'little bitch! Just give in and cut it! Slit your wrists and your throat! Do it! Or are you gonna go cry to mommy like the crybaby you are!', 'just give up, you're not going to be able to do it', I just want to give in... and I know I might one day...but today shouldn't be that day...I just want to die but I can't...I want to jump off a tall building or slit my throat or overdose but I CANT! And that hurts me...but love hurts more than anything...it doesn't exist...you think you love someone an they love you then the next thing you know...they're physically and mentally hurting you as you just sit there and take it...and they move onto someone better while you're just there...broken... I don't feel okay...ever...but I smile.. I'm sad, but I smile, that's life...

This is my one-😂