Suicidal quotes

#13

This was a story I done for my English homework, it was supposed to be a murder mystery/twist of the tale but it's more suiting for this book lol

"Reports of a girl found dead in her bathroom, it was assumed to be a murder. The thirteen year old Ash Oroshi had been found laying on the ground with slits all over her thighs and one big cut across her throat, the person responsible is yet to be identified, stay safe." This was broadcasted on all of the News channels, but we can worry about that later, for now, we go back to the beginning.

It was a cold rainy night and Ash was laying in bed, she had been invited to a party but there was no point in going, she didn't have any friends. The only 'friends' she had were only there for her money. That was the way it had always been, people come along pretend to be your friend and then take everything from you until you're sitting in the bathroom physically unable to cry any more, she was emotionally and physically drained from that day, her girlfriend had been kissing a guy at school and then broke up with her. Ash had only one thing on her mind at this point, "What was the point anymore?" She had asked herself. Her eyes were red and puffy from crying, her nose was a pinkish colour, and she had dry tear stains on her face.

The next day she went to school and as usual, she got many homophobic statements thrown at her. She acted as if they didn't bother her and made her way to first period, English, she loved English, she wished to be a writer when she was older. Her teacher thought she had potential too! Writing was her passion, it was what she often did when she was alone or upset, which was often.

After English she had Science, she didn't understand most things in that class so she zoned out most of the time. After Science was break, she had been dreading this since she had gotten out of bed that morning, she had no where to sit anymore, she felt like everyone was judging her and staring at her, she had felt so anxious just walking around, she was alone... All she heard was that little voice in her head telling her that she was never, and would never be, good enough... She felt a hand on her shoulder pull her out of her thoughts, then she had heard HER voice, Grace's voice, she was making fun of Ash, after everything Ash had done for her. Grace had asked Ash out three years ago, and Ash had given her money, time, and love for it to just be wasted on Grace cheating on her!

Ash had had enough and ran out after hearing everyone laughing at her, she had ran home, missing the pitiful looks Gray had been giving her, Gray was her best friend at one point, he was her light in the darkness, until he had been bullied into not being friends with her anymore. Ash had no clue. As she ran home she had been crying, overthinking, and not paying attention to where she was going. She had made it home safe though. No one was there to ask why she wasn't in school, it was just her and her thoughts. All she could think about was how much of a disappointment she was, how much of a disgrace she was to her family, and how she should just go die, she had started thinking of who would miss her if she had died, but no one came to mind...

She had gotten a knife from the kitchen and went into the bathroom turned the water on and started cutting, one cut, two cut, three cut, four, she had kept this pattern until she had just gotten an urge. She had accepted it and started to slit her throat, until she was bleeding out...she had just committed suicide...

Her mother came home a few hours later and heard the water running, when she got to the bathroom she had screamed and cried, her baby girl was lying on the floor surrounded in water and blood. Oh, how cruel the world can be to make a thirteen year old girl kill herself...