The Break Up 🥺

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I was walking through the Slytherin common room when suddenly everyones eyes where on me and all i heard was whispers start to form around me.

I walk up to my room whilst looking about strangely, i shut my door slowly and start to finish off my homework that was suppose to be in last week but i completely forgot about it. It was writing about potions and all the basics that we should know in year 6.

I finally finish and make my way over the the boys dorms and knock on Draco's door, he doesn't answer so i knock again.

Me and Draco have been dating for about 1 month and a couple of days and are relationship so far is going quite good even though we have been dating for over a month. I started liking him in November but most girls did in Hogwarts so i didn't think much of it but we were quite close and practically bestfriends, i told him how i felt and late on in early December he started to like me back . I always wanted to be more than friends with him and then it was a bit before christmas and that's when i started to realise him becoming paler and skinner. I wanted to help him so i asked him if he was okay and he started busting in tears I've never seen Draco cry before let alone think he would. I started being their more for him and bringing him food back from breakfast and dinner. People started to realise we were spending much more time together and me always being in him dorm.

It was on christmas when his father, Lucius Malfoy made him stay at Hogwarts over christmas as he had something busy to do, i knew what his father was up too. Of course it was helping the Voldemort killing Harry Potter.

We were both sitting on his bed whilst he was eating his food slowly, when he gave me a gift. I knew their was a sweet side of Draco but i never knew it could be this sweet. I opened the box and their was a necklace with his first initial carved into a heart and looked at him and he was smiling.

And then he asked me to be his girlfriend i was so happy and i couldn't believe it that someone that made me so happy and soft liked me as much as i liked them. I did get him a gift back of course it was some snake ring that was actually really nice.

Now i'm here walking in his room on January 28th seeing him sitting on his bed looking exhausted...

"Draco?" I walk over to him and hug him.

"What's wrong?" He looks up at me with watery eyes.

"I'm such a bad boyfriend!" He says.

I interrupt "No you're not! You're the best boyfriend i could ever wish for, you make me happy Draco and you know you do!"

"Stop lying you know I hurt you" He lays his head on his head board.

"Draco be quite you are not! I know it hard for you but you are really trying and it makes me happy." We sit their in silence for about 5 minuets until i ask him again.

"Draco, what wrong?" in a soft tone, he looks up.

"I'm so sorry,"

"you don't need to apologise you've done nothing wrong!" He repeats it over and over again.

"I really do love you Y|N, but i just don't think i can do us anymore," he looks at me, i didn't except any of this i thought i was just gonna give him my talk and we were gonna cuddle but no, we are actually ending. What about all the things he's said to me how he can't wait to see my smile on our wedding day, i know it all to early but he promised me he wouldn't leave me and now here he is doing it.

"It fine don't worry." i hade nothing else to say i just didn't wanna be angry and make him hate me and i want us to be friends.

"can we still be friend?" i ask him whilst sad but trying not to show emotions.

"yes of course i do," he get up and hugs me i hold in all my tears and hug him back. We finish hugging and i turn around towards his door.

"I'm doing to um, shower and then um go to sleep, i'll um see you in the um morning." What is wrong with me why did i keep saying up.

"Goodnight Y|N," I look at him and smile and leave. As i'm walking away i hear sobs coming from his room i walk to my dorm and burst into tears on my pillow.

I'm so clueless, i thought we were perfectly fine i thought it was Millicent and Blaise who were gonna break up as they always argued and he straight up ignored her for a whole night. What happened to Draco stop liking me, Yesterday he was showing all the affection i could possibly get. What made him turn off his feeling just like that.

Obsessive thought were rushing in my head and staying their, most of them was me thinking did he cheat on me and try and cover it up. No he would never do that. Maybe i was being to clingy last night and he didn't like it.

I past couple days have been and me and Draco are back to how we were before he liked me, know one knows that i cry myself to sleep and my mental health has gotten worse since the break up. I still love him and i don't know why he broke my heart, without trying but it still hurts. My heart aches, but it's not gonna stop me from trying to keep a smile. I don't want him to know i'm a mess every night. Still obsessing over him, he'll probably think i'm a weirdo and a psycho ex girlfriend. But it's fine he doesn't love me anymore...

Okay okay okay, happy valentine's day i'm sorry i had to post this today but i came to mind and i was like damn i really do need to post on wattpad and i had a look at this "book" and IT HAS OVER 20K READS HOW CRAZY IS THAT I AM SUPER GREATFULL AND I JUST WANNA SAY TY SO MUCH. This imagine is something that happens in reality and i'm just here for anyone whose going through tough times right now and it doesn't help with lockdown and u can't really go out places if you do want to talk just message me on here and i'll give u any of my socials that u use x HAVE A GREAT DAY/ NIGHT AND I WILL TALK TO YOU WHENEVER XXX

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