Sometimes I can't help but wonder
Why do I always feel so lonely?
So empty inside I can barely feel my heart beating
Do I have friends?
Because it feels like I don't
I watch stories on Instagram
Everyone is out in the snow
Building snowmen with their friends
Having fun with them
Being with them
And here I am
In a room, completely isolated
No one texted me to go out in the snow
No asked me to go out build a snowman
Just like every other day
No one bothered to spend time with me
And even if I asked for someone
They are always busy for going out
Always busy for me
Here I am, spending another snowy year
Building myself a friend out of snow
All alone
Just as I always did
Maybe one day
I'll find a person that would want to build a snowman with me
A person that would like to spend time with me
A person that would care for me
After the school bell rings
Someone that...
Someone that would text me without having a reason to do so
Someone that would just call me
Because they are bored
Damn
I really need a hug
YOU ARE READING
It's 5 AM and I can't sleep
PoesiaThis is a vent book! Is this poetry? No. Does it look like poetry? Probably not. But it doesn't matter. It's a vent book. 😉
