Final Goodbye (Kyoya X Tamaki)

part 5

Kyoya POV:
The next morning I was allowed back to classes and of course everyone was talking about me. I could care less.after class I went to the host club ever had questions and I ignored them I couldn't look at Tamaki now that I knew what my supposed best friend truly thought of me. I wish I had ended up dying it would have been better. I ignored Tamaki the entire time.

Tamaki POV:
He was ignoring me but I didn't blame him how could he. I insulted the person closest to me because I was scared. I let Kyoya be today but the host were getting suspicious. After school I made sure kyoya went home.

Kyoya POV:
I had to go home I was dreading it. When I got home my father wasn't home so I used the opportunity and hid in my room with the doors locked and lights off. When he got home I didn't move at all.The next morning I got up and went to school as fast as possible. At school it was normal.well mostly normal I wasn't going to talk to tamaki even if he was right.

(Time Skip)

Tamaki POV:
Kyoya still hasn't talked to me I feel super bad now. I try to talk to him but he ignores me. Until one day I get him alone with me and I try to explain what happened I don't know if he believed it but I hope he did.

Kyoya POV:
Tamaki tried to apologise but I don't know if I should let him. I let him apologise and I hope it is true because I believe him.
"I forgive you but you have lost all trust I have had in you." I told him calmly.
"That's okay as long as we're talking again."he sounded happy.

+(Time skip because I have no idea what to say next.)

Kyoya POV:

It has been a month since the incident. Tamaki and I have been talking More I have been beat almost every Friday so no one could tell when I go to school. My back hurts so much.
When I thought I was alone in a different class room I started to cut my arms and once there was no more room I cut my legs but like last time Tamaki enters.

Tamaki POV:
When I saw the knife on Kyoya's hand I grabbed it and looked at him with worry. He wouldn't look at me.
"Kyoya. Please look at me" he looked at me and looked away again. I wanted to help him if only he would let me.
"Kyoya what is bothering you please tell me I want to help you" He looks away again.

Kyoya POV:
I was so embarrassed how could I let someone catch me let alone Tamaki. I didn't look at him I couldn't. He tried to talk to me I still won't look at him I could never look at him again. I pulled my sleeves down and tried to leave. He grabbed my arm and I winced in pain and I almost screamed.
"Just leave me alone Tamaki you never cared before so why now?"I yelled I think it suprised him because he let go so I took my chance and ran. Once I got into the hall I blended in with the mix of classmates.