*madison's pov*
*a month later*
I was bored at home so I decided to go out for a walk
I walked to Starbucks and ordered my drink as i got it and was walking out the door I bumped into something
I looked up
Well no someone
And not anyone
It was vinnie
M:"uh im sorry" i said cause the drink was all over him
V:"i-its fine ,i will get u another one"
M:"no no its okay thank u "
V:"yes c'mon i wanna catch up with u i missed u and I didn't text or called cause u said u needed space "
M:"later maybe, i really need to go " i lied
But I couldn't just act like he believed his ex over me
V:"please madison ,i miss you please and elle miss u too "
I missed them both so much too
I never felt like elle was just his i felt like she was my own daughter i treated her as if she's mine
I love her so much and thankfully she loves me too which is something im so grateful for
I was so sad the past month I couldn't see her what if she forgot me ?
M:"she probably forgot me"
V:"no she didnt i can assure u of that she loves u so much to forget u "
I looked down
V:"please come with me home and u can see her and we can talk about the things we ignore to talk about for the past month but i cant do it anymore we really need to talk please madison "
M:"but-"
V:"please"
M:"okay fine"
V:"so how are you doing now?" He asked starting the car
M:"im good ,how are u?"
V:"feeling like shit for what I've done im really sorry madison "
M:"u believed i cheated on you vinnie "
V:"and i was stupid for that! I know and im sorry"
I just looked out the window didnt say anything
V:"please say something "
I kept looking out the window idk what to say
V:"please madison i swear im sorry i love you too much to-"
Then he realized what he said and immediately stopped and his face turned red
We never said the L world before to each others cause we were taking things slow
V:"i-i- im sorry -im stupid- u dont need to say it back im sorry-"
M:"its okay vinnie im sorry i just can't yet im not ready "
V:"I understand,im sorry. I shouldnt have-"
M:"vinnie no its okay im the one that should be saying sorry. Im sorry like u so much i just cant get myself to say it back i dont feel like im ready "
He nodded i can see he is hurt and embarrassed
I didn't mean to make him feel this way
I love him too but i cant bring myself to say it out loud especially not after what happened last month
My feelings are fucked up
I need time
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Thanks for reading <3
