My Little Boy | DDLB |

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After I had finally strapped Ethan's fingers to the lie detector Jameson began strapping me in. It took a while to get Ethan comfortable. He didn't want to get off my lap which made it quite difficult to get him strapped in. We had to adjust accordingly.

After we're both strapped in, I rearrange Ethan so his back is pressed against my chest, making sure we're both facing Jameson. I whisper a few words of encouragement when I feel him try and shy away from Jameson, attempting to put his face back in my neck. 

"Since you guys are taking your assessments together
we're going to have to do some things differently. I will ask you one question or more Lukas you will answer. Then I will ask you one question or more Ethan." He pauses glancing down at Ethan with soft eyes.

"Do you know what you'll need to do after I ask you your question Ethan?" He says slowly. I think he's realizing Ethan is little. He's being extra gentle with him.

Ethan whines looking up at me. I nod encouragingly, smiling down at him softly. Is he back in LittleSpace?

He doesn't look back at Jameson, holding my gaze. "I-I needs to answew." A huge smile bursts onto my face, I kiss his cheek, making him giggle.

Turning back towards his assessor he grabs my pointer finger and my ring finger he moves them towards his mouth. Looking up at me with his big wide eyes, while pushing my fingers into his mouth, sucking on them. Damn.

"Great job Ethan. That is correct, you'll need to answer the question I give you. Now with that out of the way I'll start the assessment. Lukas I'll ask you the first question. Okay?" I nod.

"Do you like being controlled?" This one again.

"No."

He looks at the monitor waiting for the screen to load. Once it does he speaks again, this time to Ethan.

"Okay Ethan it's your turn. Do you like being controlled?"

I take my fingers out of his mouth so it's easier for him to speak. He looks up at me tears well in his eyes again, before shaking his head, and turning back towards Jameson.

"I not know. I so sowwy." He hiccups, letting a few tears fall. I open my mouth to speak but Jameson beats me to it.

"Ethan buddy if you don't know or understand a question just think about how it feels when Lukas is in control. Do you like it? Or do you want to be the one in charge?

Ethan tilts his head to the side, considering Jameson's question. "When I's wif Lulu?"

"Yep. When you're Lulu." He says looking to me with an amused look on his face.

"I likes when Lulu makes me nana toast, an-and when he choose my cwowes. Dat wight?" He says softly. Making Jameson laugh, and me smile. He's so sweet.

"Okay that'll be fine Ethan. I'll just take it as a yes. Next question."

He finishes asking us the 3 standardized questions everyone gets asks. Before moving onto the randomized questions that are based on our answers to the 3 questions.

Everything was going good. Ethan had finally calmed down and had begun to leave LittleSpace, he answered every question properly now. He hadn't noticed that his questions were steering towards the little side, until we got to his 7th question.

"Ethan have you ever wet the bed?" He froze. Oh shit. He doesn't even let me talk about it when it happens. Let's see how this will go.

"Ethan? Would you like me to repeat the question?"