Letters To Josie (A Liam Payne fanfic)

four.

I was in the hotel room for a couple more hours just joking around and taking silly pictures and videos and whatnot. I looked at the time, "I think it's time for me to get home.." I said. "NO YOU BITCH. YOU CAN'T LEAVE YET." Lou yelled. "LOUIS QUIT YELLING AT ME!" 

"Sorry babe." Harry pouted, "Do you have to leeeeaveeeee?" He said playing with my hair. "Yes, I do. I'm so sorry. But I've had fun being here with you guys. And I'm sure I'm going to see you a lot more. This isn't just going to be a one-time thing because you're in LA." I responded. I said my goodbyes to them all, hugging them. When I said my goodbye to Harry he planted a small kiss on my cheek and winked. "You've got to stop that, Harry." He smirked. When I gave Liam his hug, he hugged me tight. Almost if he was afraid to let me go. Niall drove me home and I gave him a slight thank you and went inside to see no one was home. I went into the kitchen and saw a note from my dad. "You're on your own, kiddo. I'm tired of having to take care of you. You're old enough to survive on your own." Well.. That's a surprise. Whatever. I got a small bag of chips from the pantry and made my way to my room to take care of some business. I got my small shoe box out from under my bed and took the top off. I stared at all the razors I had.. Oh the beauty. I took off my clothes so I was just in my bra and underwear. I grabbed my favourite razor, and I knew it was my favourite because of the F I put on it.  

6 cuts on my thighs. 3 on both of my ankles. And 11 on my wrists. I sat there in pain. It was excruciating, but I loved it. I waited for them to stop bleeding and got in the shower. After I got out the shower I put on some sweats, threw away all my razors, and began watching TV, when something hit me. "Shit!" I yelled. I went into my room and pulled out a note book and started writing.

Dear Josie, 

I'm sorry for not writing. I've been busy. Please forgive me. I'm so sorry. I'm going to stop cutting. I've thrown away all my razors and I'm ready to be fully clean from it. Guess what... I have a date with Liam. Oh my god! This is going to be SO exciting. I do hope it works out well! I don't know what I'll do with life if this date crashes! If it does, then I will have lost all happiness. And guess what else! Harry and I kissed. We k i s s e d. A couple times. It was amazing. His pink lips are so mesmerising. And he is an amazing kisser. I can officially say that I have fallen in love with this boyband! I never thought that I would come to liking them, because of my taste in music. But they really are different than everyone else! I'm clueless as to what else to write.. So I'll just leave it at that! I'll write to you next time! Love you so much, Josie.  

- Jamie ❤" 

I quickly put it in an envelope and write Josie on the front making a hole in the corner and grabbing some string. I slipped on my boots and a jacket, and began walking outside. I got to the tree and climbed until I got to the top. I looked at all the hanging letters on all the branches, reminding me of Josie. I sat down on the strongest branch and held on the to the trunk while I slipped the string into the hole and tied a knot. I tied the letter to the tree, a few tears escaping my eyes. I quickly cleaned them and climbed down the trunk. Arriving at the bottom my phone buzzed to life. It was a text. From Liam. I smiled. 

L: "Hey, love." 

J: "Hey!:)" 

L: "What's going on?" 

J: "I'm walking in the woods by my house, lol. I do this thing, every now and then.. It's a long story. How about you?" 

L: "I'm just watching some tv. So, about the date.." 

J: "Yeah?" 

L: "Where would you like to go?" 

J: "Oh! Honestly, Li, it doesn't matter. As long as I get to be with you."