My Prince | 2

8 | Fuck Me

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WARNING: SEX SCENE

She handed me one and one for herself, "I like the idea," She took a sip, "But?" I cocked an eyebrow, "Nothing, just why do you need me? I'm not the highest company out there?" To be honest, we didn't, she was right. But how do I tell her that I just want her to be there? "Because..." I take a sip,

"Because?" She promotes, "Because you are a woman" She laughed, "A woman? Seriously Roman?" She takes a seat next to me, "Really Haze, your company is one of the best and you're a female, no other women is as successful as you, imagine doing this for kids, for girls who are inspired to be like you"

That got her thinking because she looked at me, smiled and then said, "When you put it like that then...sure I'll do it" She crossed one leg over the other, "That's great, it's next week"

"But if I agree to do this what do I get in return?"

"The charity if course"

"No, no I mean what will you give me in return?"

"What do you suggest?"

"I don't know? This is your pitch, you have to give me something good if my appearance is that important to you" She brought the rim of the glass to her lips, "Go out with me" She chokes on her drink, "W-what?"

"Come on Haze, I know I fucked up" She scoffed, "But I'll make it up to you," I said, sitting up straighter, "A month Roman? Really? What was so important that you couldn't take a few minutes out of your day to just call me?" I could see the sadness in her eyes and it went through me like a fucking bullet.

"Tell me, why didn't you call?" She also sat up, placing the glass on the table and intertwining her fingers together, "I...Iwasscared" I mumbled, "What?" I took a deep sigh, "I was scared," She looked at me with amusement but also shocked by my answer.

"Why?" I could here slightly giggle, "Six years Hazel, what took you so long? Did I do something? what was it that you couldn't even reach out to me? Did you even think of me when you were gone?"

"How can you say that? Of course, I did, I thought about you every fucking day I thought about that moment of me walking away from you, leaving you to stand there and watch me walk away from you" I could hear her voice breaking.

"I wanted to call you, reach out to you again but I was scared, scared if you had moved on already or was mad at me for leaving you. I didn't want to be a constant problem for you if I didn't leave" I see a single tear roll down her cheek.

"I would never be mad you Hazel, what you went through was awful, the thought of you actually thinking that fucking hurts, I did so much for you, I chased after you when I wanted you from the beginning and look at where we are again" I gestured between the two of us.

"Continous chasing, why? I didn't call for a month, you didn't call for six years!" She stands up and walks away from me, "I keep on blaming myself for chasing you away for some fucking possibility that I had something to do with it but no, it was your fucking fault!" Anger was pulsating through me.

With rapid breathing, I thought over what I said, "No, Hazel I'm-I'm sorry I didn't mean it I was-"

"Get out" She continues to face the windows, "Hazel I'm sorry-" She cuts me off, "I said get out! Leave!" She drops to the floor and starts to cry. I quickly run to her side, scoop her up, holding her close to me as she cries.

"You're right it-it is my fault, I'm the one who left you not you leaving me, I p-pushed you away cause I got scared" With tears still pouring out of her eyes she still spoke, "I'm sorry, I got scared and pushed you away, I drove everyone away. I thought drifting you away would do good for us both, especially me I depended so much on you when I left"