it was a windy yet beautiful evening; she sat there with her on the grass looking above at the white fluffy sheep that were in the sky thinking about how great life was during this moment, in her arms. it was almost enough to clear the bad thoughts away...
the sun had started to set; an orange colour gloomed over us taking out the clouds. shivering and frozen melodrials sounds scattered the skyline as a number of birds flew overhead. as the sun set, her girlfriend had to leave & once again she was left alone...
she sat there contemplating life not realising what the time was, she decided to go to the house that no longer felt like home; she ran straight to her room & locked herself in there... all she could think was how nothing was wrong so why did she feel like this? tears fell from her eyes dripping onto the pillow getting more consistent until she was shaking uncontrollably with her thoughts flying everywhere. was life really worth it? what is the point? no one will miss her right?
lying there alone she thought about all her unsolved problems, were they ever going to leave? why wouldn't they leave like every one who's ever come into her life has? why do they stay? it seemed like no matter how hard she tried they weren't going to go away...