Shocking

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Y/n POV

It's currently 5:30 am and I'm going out for a run because why not?

Anyway I got up and finished putting on my shoes and now heading to the door

"I'm leaving," I said closing the door and locking it, and walked out the gate closing it.

(This is y/n house)

I pull out my phone

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I pull out my phone. Placing my headphones on. I went to Spotify and clicked a random song. It played 'Animals by Maroon 5'

I started running to my usual route just listening to the music.

All I could think about was a specific girl that popped into my head.

"Ayami," I said out loud

I shake my head trying to get her off my mind. I've been in love with her ever since we were little and it hurts knowing I can't be with her.

I'm scared.

If I confessed, will she accept? Of will she rejected?....

"Agh!!!" I yelled in my head

She had always been confessed to and all of them were rejected.

I'm scared. What will happen to our friendship? If she rejected me?

If she did, would she stop hanging out with me?...
No... I would rather stay her friend than anything else!

The only people who know how I feel is Ryota, Tomiko, and Azumi

I told Tomiko a year ago and she's been supportive. She's helped me so many times and I'm so grateful for her. Azumi knew when she overheard us talk and she's also been so supportive. She will always find ways to make me happy and I love her for that. Anyway, Ryota knows because he just straight up asked me. I didn't know what to say then... but I just agreed. Knowing that I can't hide anything from him so I told him how I felt.

I saw that he was hurt. But he shrugged it off as he had also been supportive. It pains me to see him like this tho.

I know he has feelings for me but I just don't feel the same...

All three of them had always had my back and I'm grateful for them.

They all have told me to confess but I know I'm not ready.

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