What would I do without your help

We all go through some things at one point

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Mikan's POV: "Huh...what's.....My head was drooping down, I had the weird taste in my mouth. Oh, I must've fallen asleep..What am I doing again? I looked at my hands, then the abnormally large clock on the nicely painted wall. "Ms. Tsumiki...Hello?? Get up!" My boss hit me on the head with a newspaper..People still read those..? Oh right..I have to respond. "..S-Sorry sir! I must've dosed off!" I fixed my posture, and tried remembering what topic we were on. I see that everyone has their books out...What page number..What page number?? I looked around. Aha! There was a nicely written "Page no.90" I quickly grabbed my book from my little bag and began finding the page. "Please get more rest next time Tsumiki." I could tell my boss and everyone else were irritated..Great..Just great Mikan. "My..My apologies everyone!" I shouted out of panic. "No need to apologize, you're clearly more important than everyone else here. Is that right?" Why would he say something like that?! Oh i'm soo mad!! "...No..that's not it at all!" "Silence, you've made yourself clear." My boss begins reading out the page. I space out anxiously. The clock keeps ticking..that's all I can focus on..I bit on my nails, staring nervously at the clock. Why does it tic?..Why must it sound so annoying. Time flies by quick, it's 11:30. Our lunch time. "You're all dismissed." Everyone got up, their energy felt so negative..? I got up, and kept my head down. I feel like everyone is watching me right now..But i'm behind them. How would they be looking at me? I-I don't know I can just feel their eyes, and i really don't like it...I walked to the staff cafeteria, and just grabbed an Healthy bar. "Heey Mikan. That was some pretty nice drooling you did back in the office." Huh? I turned around. Oh no, it's Tamaki.. "W..What do you mean, Did i do something wrong?! I'm so sorry.. Please forgive me!" Why did ao just freak out? I just meant to apologize, but my heart just spilt out..Oh Mikan when will you learn?? "C-Calm down there stutter stanley! You're so annoying some times." Stutter stanley? What kind of name is that.."I'm sorry! I just meant-" Smack. The sharp pain I feel...both from my heart.. and my cheek. I look up. "Can you just shut up?! You're always apologizing, You never stop!" My eyes watered up. My knees began slowly falling..I can't control it..I bit my lip. Don't cry..damn it! I fell to my knees, bawling my eyes out. "Hahaha! Look at Miss crybaby! Crying again!" The whole room filled up with laughter, It hurts..To hear that noise and know that the whole room is laughing at you. I just stared at the floor, watching my tears fall on to it. How did this happen? I cant stop crying. I tried wiping my non stop tears, but nothing helped.. they just continued flowing out like a fountain. I wanna go home.