Together

Part 12

I woke up this late night. I look at my phone and it's already 2:16 am.

I am so starving and i saw a tray with bowl near my bed.

So i started to eat. Tho, it was not that hot it's still delicious. Wah! Did i just say that d- word?

Anyways,i cant back to sleep,so i decided to went downstairs to watch movie.

Wait,What if Lucas was still here? What if he's still awake or something?

Hays!

I went downstairs and finally i can watch movie but where is he? Did he already left?
Then sounds good,right?

I sat at the sofa and open the tv. I lowered the volume because i dont want to bother anyone.

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After some minutes, i already got bored so i turned off the tv. I want to do something,like art since i feel better now.

I went back to my room to prepare some painting materials.

I close my eyes to think of something that i want to draw but again, my past keep flashing back and back again.

Argh i couldn't hundle it anymore! I'm so stressed right now.

Memories of past, those feeling keep hurting me and now i could feel i'm already tearing up and breathing deeper and deeper.

I wish Renjun was hear to comfort me.

And i burst crying so hard. I feel not alright anymore. I feel very weak and i feels like my temperature was now even hotter than before. My nose still hurt,my eyes was swollen,my body was shaking,the weather was cold that made me feel more uncomfortable and i breath deeply.

Then my door opened.

I feel more scared but i saw Lucas. He was still here. He's infront of me.

"Hey,are you okay? Do you want me to bring you to the hospital?"
"Im okay," i lied. I dont want to owe him that much. This is enough!
"Lemme check your temperature,"he told me and put his hand on my forehead.
"Gosh! Your temperature was so hot!" He almost shouted.
"Bring me my phone,"i quickly pointed him my phone.

I called Renjun. Gladly,he answered it.

"Hey,Lonjunie,"i said trying to sound okay.
"Y/n are you okay? Why did you call? Do you want me to go at your house? Did Lucas hurt you? Do you need me,your bestfriend?"

I tried not to cry but ended up crying.

"Hey,i'm coming!" Renjun said on his phone.

<<<<Lucas pov>>>>

Why did he call Renjun,while im here. I am here! I helped her!

No!Lucas dont feel that! Remember she hates you!

Moments later Renjun was here.

He give me a death glare.
"No he didnt do anything," Y/n interrupted.
He quickly gave her a hug.

It was a minute before they broke the hug.

"Why are you crying?" He asked looking at her eyes.
"I c-cant hundle this Lonjun,"she said crying.
"What do you mean? Do you feel anything,like you feel something isn't right?" They continue the conversation while i was here in the corner.

He hugged her again,i guess this was typical for them and normal. I guess she doesnt feel awkward about it.

I really want to hug her. But i cant even touch her, i mean she'll be super angry.

Renjun carried her to her bed and put her blanket on her. He put his hands on hers.

"Don't worry i wont leave," he said looking at her.

So what now,Lucas? Are you going to leave?
But i dont like it.

Renjun was still at Y/n's side he place his head at the side of the bed his upper and lower body wasn't.

Renjun was so good. He 's so lucky that he became bestfriend of Y/n.

Im still here at the corner. Sitting down,my head lean on the wall as i pushed it. I dont know what i feel but im so happy i helped her even tho i know she hates me and i know i deserve it.

I texted my mom and my grandfather that i wont be able to go in my classes because i have some important to do and gladly they agreed.