Together

Part 23

<<<Y/n pov>>>

It's been one month since Lucas leave.

Renjun and me was still that close. Maybe even closer but not as a boyfriend.

Mark and Yeji and Jisung and Jungwoo was now friends.

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Everday that had been passed,i feel like i became more incomplete. I dont know. I feel like...maybe i misses him. Maybe i miss the way he annoyed me,the way he will walk towards me just to make my blood boil. I think i do miss him a li'l bit. But still i hate him,tho.

"Hey Y/n! You miss him,right?" Renjun appeared at my sight.
"I dont know,Renjun. Maybe?" I answered.
"Oohh~ I see. Well,i dont know about your past ,huh?" He said looking at me.

Oh well yeah i didnt tell him about it. It's not that i dont trust him,it's just that i dont want to talk about it.

"Yeah. I didnt let anyone to know about it. I'm sorry Renjun."

"Nah! It's okay. I understand you Y/n."

I feel this weird feeling again. Until,tears escape my eyes.

"Why are you crying Y/n? I said i understand you."

"I dont know why i am crying over and over,Renjunie."

Renjun sit beside me and hugged me. I am so grateful to have him. I dont even know if he even think about his health. What if he also have this kinds of feelings,like what if he also feel so much sadness? I dont even know about his true feelings. I dont know if he also feel sad. I dont know how to thank him.

"Stop crying,Y/n. Im here,okay? I wont leave you. I promise,i wont."

"Thanks Renjunie."

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1 day,2 days,3 days,4 days had past i still keep messing up my life. I feel incomplete now. So i decided to go to my mom and stayed there for 1 week. Their house was quite near to my school,so it's still okay.

"Yah! Y/n its okay. Sweetie,you know that we are always here and we will support you no matter what."

"Thanks mom. I just really need guide."

I put my luggages at my own room.

Wah! It still doesnt change at all. My old stuffs was still here. It still smell like my old self.

Honestly, i feel happy that this room doesnt change at all. This is still the room that i used. Nothing change.

I also told Renjun and Mark about this so they could also visit me here.

I started cleaning my room. I arranged my stuffs and organized my books.

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"Y/n Renjun and a friend of you was here" I could clearly hear my mom shouting downstairs.

"I'll coming!"

I saw Mark and Renjun standing. I went straight to them and lead them to my room.

"I'll just get some snacks,okay? I'll be coming,"
I said leaving the two.

<<< Renjun Pov>>>

Wow! Her room look so nice.

"Renjun? I have a question?"

"Hmm?What is it Mark?"

"Do you like Y/n? I mean it's obvious."

"Yeah i do,Mark. I really do. But i will better choose to keep it just not to ruin our friendship."

Then we hard a scratch at the door.
Oohh~ Is it Y/n? Did she hear it?

The door opens.

"Hey here's the snacks.." She was handing us the snacks

"Did you just came?" I asked.

"Yeah. I just came. Why?"

"Ah..Nothing. Let's eat?"