She dont like the lights

Chapter-14

FEMKE P.O.V

"Can't you drive fast? "

I said to chan who was already driving at the speed of wind.He was so nervous,just like me.

I closed my eyes,

Dear God,
Please keep him safe.Please keep him alive.I dont know why, but even the thought of losing him is killing me.He deserve to live.Please...If you want,then take my life instead of his.

I opened my eyes and felt my tears that was rolling down in my cheeks.This feeling is different and its killing.

He is safe, isnt he? I dont know, but if something happened to him then I cant imagine my reaxtion for that.

I like him.I know that but this feeling is more than that.I feel like if something have to happen to him,then it rather can happen to me instead.

He is safe, he is safe, he is safe! I thought to myself.I always want to have positive thoughts.

"Lets go"

Chan said and unbuckled his seat belt.I did the same but i didnt nudged to move. What if he was on that plane? What if that plane sinked in the sea? What if the--

Stopp blabbering you stupid idiot mind.I scoleded myself and sat still.

"Femke,hurry up"

Chan said and opened the door.I looked at him and he sighed.

"Femke ah"

He said and I lowered my head.The day I met min ho, I said that he is a playboy,he cared me,he cried because of me,he concerned and cared me till the last conversation we had.

I am a friend to him.But he is more than that for me.He is my crush and I secretly like him so much.No one knew that.Now even before I express that to him,how can he leave me?

"Femke ah.."

Chan knelt down this time.He grabbed my hands and holded that.

"I know how you are feeling now."

He said and suddenly looked at him by surprise.How can he know?

"Femke ah,I am like your brother and I know you.So the thing I am saying is,He will be fine.Okay? "

He said and gave his genuine signature smile.I swiped my tears and nodded as yes.

"Thats my femke.Lets go and find out.Come on"

He said and we entered the Airport.We are going to check if Min ho traveled in that flight, because we can't contact his company.

The airport was so tensed up.I cam clearly sense the tension over there.The receptionists were so busy in attending the continuous phone calls.We ran to the reception.

"Ugh,Its already crowded."

Chan said and I just looked around.May be this is silly but I thought that, perhaps he didnt traveled in that plane and may be I can see him somewhere in this airport.

I really wanna see his eyes.And if I do now,then I can do whatever to just stay with him.

"Femke,Come with me."

Chan said aand I just followed him.He went to the second floor and entered a chamber which was restricted for public.I didnt raised a single question,because I dont want to.

"Kim bum! "

He called out someone and I saw a guy nearly in chan's height and to mention he had looks, you know.