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fitting in

Its been two weeks since y/n has joined the armed detective agency, but it has also been two weeks of y/n keeping her gift a secret from the agency. Atsushi recently fought with Francis and even though he came out victorious it was very nerve-racking for me not to get involved. the whole agency, except for kunikida who who was drowning himself in paper work, was at the cafe  right under the agency. y/n decided to get a coffee to freshen up after the excessive amount of paperwork she had completed. she made her way to the coffee shop receiving quick waves and "heys" from the other members. She made her way to sit on the table right behind the table the others were in because there was no space for her to scoot in. She took out a small sketchbook and put in her EarPods listening to her favorite songs as she drew the landscape outside the window, sipping on her coffee in-between sketches. dazai noticed y/n sketching peacefully on the table behind the others. she had this aura about her that intrigued him. she was wearing the uniform given to secretaries with a cute messy bun. she had the cutest smile on her face. she looked like an angel in disguise he was curious as to what she was drawing so he decided to get off from the sitting stools next to the cashier and he made his way towards her table. she didn't notice him coming and leaning in from behind her to see what she was drawing. the moment his eyes caught hold of the drawing he was in awe. he never knew that y/n could draw like a professional, it was as if she was drawing the world in black and white, not a single detail left behind. y/n felt something hovering above her head so she raised her head to see what it was only to find herself staring at the one and only, Osamu dazai. dazai met her gaze with his. he then smirked and said "my my y/n you never told us you could draw!!!" he exclaimed out loud for the whole world to hear while snapping a picture of the drawing. "I just draw what I see but thank you....by the way ummm why did you take a picture of the drawing?" she asked. "to send it to everyone of course~" he teased. "w-what? why? it not that great its just a drawing..." she said flustered. "are u kidding me?! you have serious talent little lady." he stated. "im not little!!!" she sighed. "of course you areee, even kyouka is taller than you~" he teased. he leaned in closer so that his face was inches away from mine. "are you blushing?~ " he asked. "n-no I-" y/n was gonna continue trying to defend herself before yosano stepped in. "now now dazai lets now scare away our little secretary.~" she teased. "why is everyone calling me little?!!" y/n exclaimed. "because you are..." stated kyouka in the table infront of me, her back still facing me. Atsushi, Kenji, tanzaki, and Naomi laughed with that statement and I could hear kyouka's soft chuckling. even ranpo snickered! "h-hey this is bullying!!!" said y/n. "we're just teasing you~" said yosano. getting a chuckle out of dazai. god how much I love that laugh, thought y/n. "im a grown woman thank you very much." stated y/n while standing up to go pay for her coffee before going back to the office. yosano saw the opened sketchbook and gaped. "y/n!! how could you never tell us of your talents in art!!!" said yosano. "I know right?! thats what I told herrrr" said dazai. "I-its really nothing..." said a flustered y/n. "awww look she's blushing againnnn~" teased dazai. "screw you dazai!" said y/n as she headed back to her office. y/n was now completing what little paper work remained. a thought suddenly dawned on her. today was her birthday. she almost forgot about it with the agencies daily madness. she never told anyone about it because she didn't feel like her birthday was all that special since it was also the day her mother died... I have officially hit my twenties huh, thought y/n. it was weird that no one except kunikida and the secretaries were here. kunikida suddenly got off his desk and headed towards the door. "done already?" asked y/n. "yes im gonna head to the cafe, meet me there when your done with the remaining paperwork." he said and left. I wonder what he wants to talk to me about, thought y/n. y/n finished her paper work and headed towards the cafe. the moment she walked in everyone jumped out of their hiding spots yelling, "happy birthday!!!" y/n was shocked. tears filled her eyes and everyone noticed and started getting concerned. "hey whats wrong?" asked yosano. yosano was like the big sister y/n never had. they instantly hit it off the day they met. "I-its nothing its just.... how did you know?" replied y/n wiping her tears. "ME OF COURSE! you thought you could hide it but I, the great detective ranpo, noticed." everyone laughed at that. kyouka came in with a cute coffee cake that had the initials "20" written on it. everyone started singing happy birthday while y/n awkwardly watched everyone begging them to stop cause it was embarrassing but they wouldn't listen. "you're all too stubborn." sighed y/n. "make a wish~" said dazai. y/n looked at everyone and smiled she then made a wish and blew on the candles. everyone cheered and ranpo ate most of the cake of course... "we bought you a group gift~" teased yosano. "you guys seriously didn't have to do all of this-" said y/n. "oh hush your one of us now, this is to be expected." said yosano handing y/n the box. everyone stared in anticipation as I unwrapped the gift and it was.....high heels. "we figured you needed some because of your height~" teased dazai. "I dont even care anymore, they are beautifullll thank you guys, you seriously dont now how much all of this means to me." said y/n as a few tears started forming. "nooo dont cry" said Kenji as he hugged me. Kenji was like a little brother to me, he was so adorable, inside and out. "GROUP HUG!" he yelled. I was surprised to find that even ranpo, the person that barley moves, joined the group hug. "so what did you wish for?" asked a curious Atsushi. "for all of you to stay safe." replied y/n. his eyes widened at that then a soft smile appeared on his lips. "we aren't going anywhere, especially when I can heal all of their injuries~" teased yosano looking towards tanzaki. tanzaki gulps in fear and whispers to me, "never go to the agency if your hurt, the hospital is a much safer option." said a shaken tanzaki. y/n giggled and said "noted." "I can assure you everyone in this room will remain alive, that is except for dazai, his future is undecided with his suicidal tendencies" sighed kunikida while also forming a small smile at the thought of y/n caring for everyones well being. Naomi gasped "you guys kunikida is smiling!" she exclaimed. "oh my kunikida dont tell me your secretly crushing on y/n~" teased dazai. "you waste of bandages!!" yelled kunikida. everyone laughed at their bickering. y/n was enjoying the moment but something was still weighing on her mind. the death of her mother. she decided she would secretly go visit her grave after this party. "thank you everyone, I haven't been here long but you're all like family to me." said y/n. everyone turned to look at her and smiled. "awww your so sappy y/n~" teased haruka. "your like family to us too!" exclaimed Kenji and everyone nodded. this was my team, I will protect each and every single on of them, even if they dont know about my gifts and burdens I will protect them from the shadows if need be. this was my family, thought y/n. eventually everyone went back home because it was getting late. everyone wished y/n a happy birthday again before they left. y/n made her way to the graveyard. and stood infront of a stone that said "l/n, m/n" the grave was beautifully designed with the flowers that have blossomed. y/n watered the flowers and sat down telling her mom about her day and about the agency. "I met these amazing people along with a man that intrigues me for some reason and damn his eyes I could get lost in them and not care, a-anyways, they are gifted and they think I am not but they are my family now, I Love each and every one of them, I think im ready to tell them about my gift, im 100% positive they won't experiment on me, I will protect them, I won't let my family die again." "a gift?~" said dazai from behind. y/n froze in her place, then slowly turned around and stood up. "h-how much did you hear?" asked y/n, still in shock. "just the part where you said you were gifted, mind explaining?" lied dazai. he heard everything. y/n sighed and sat back down gesturing for dazai to sit beside her and he did. "my gift is well not like other gifts..my ability is, those of angel blood, when I call upon it I gain the abilities of angels, this allows me to speak with spirits dead or alive but that really drains me to the point where I pass out so I dont do it often, it also allows me to control the elements so the weather also counts. additionally my blood can cure any disease or wound while im using my power, and last but certainly not least telekinesis, it basically allows me to move objects around using my mind.." y/n turned to meet dazai's shocked gaze, his eyes widened. "thats an amazing gift y/n but why would you think the agency would experiment on you" asked dazai still in shock. y/n looked up at the moon then back to her mothers grave. she chuckled, "its because of my gift that my mother is dead, people somehow found out about my gift and some maniac scientists entered my house one day when I was 6, my mom refused to give me up to them and that angered them so they-" y/n was interrupted when a pair of strong arms wrapped around her and pulled her into a hug. she didn't even realize that she was crying. "I understand." said dazai in a soothing tone as he softly played with her hair with one hand while the other wrapped around her. y/n couldn't explain the feeling but her stomach felt like it was about to burst and her heart felt warm in dazai's embrace, she didn't want to let go but there was a question eating up in her mind so she had to ask. "what are you doing in the graveyard?" she asked while still in his embrace. "visiting a friend." he replied softly. "do you wish to speak to him?" she asked. "more than anything..." said dazai, his voice slightly cracking. it broke y/n to see him in pain. "can I visit this friends grave?" she asked shyly while slowly moving out of his embrace. he stared into her e/c eyes and sighed, standing up, gesturing for her to follow. they arrived at his friends grave. "its beautiful" complimented y/n. "it is" replied dazai. y/n sat down, her back facing the tree she gestured for dazai to follow suit and he did. she decided to use her power to help dazai heal. she could tell he was desperately searching for closure and she wanted to give it to him. "those of angel blood" she said activating her ability. "what are you-" dazai was cut of when he found himself in a garden of flowers, he saw a familiar figure in the garden writing a book while sitting on the beautiful grass. "odasaku?" asked dazai, unsure if this was real. "hey" he replied. dazai rushed towards him giving him the tightest hug. "t-this isn't real, y-your not here." said dazai as tears dripped down his face. "dazai this is real, that little girl has the ability to speak to spirits dead or alive." dazai let go of his friend after realizing that this was real. "is this heaven?" asked dazai. "I know it might surprise you but yea, who would of thought that a mafia member could be in heaven?" chuckled odasaku. "by the way I've been watching, you've become a good man, im proud of you my friend." 

dazai chuckled 

"all this time I thought you were alone in darkness and yet here you are, did you get to write your book?" asked dazai. "yes,I had lots of free time" said odasaku. "wait do u see me when im in the bathroom?" said a horrified dazai. "no. god of course not" chuckled odasaku. and dazai joined in. "I missed you" said odasaku. "the feelings mutual" said dazai. suddenly dazai felt as though he was being pulled back. "the girl is drained she can't keep this up for long, just know that ill be watching Osamu." "you stalker" replied dazai with a laugh. "see you soon" said dazai before he was brought back from the spirit realm. the moment he returned y/n passed out onto his shoulder. dazai looked at her. I knew there was a reason she reminded me of an angel, its because she is one, she gave me something I never thought anyone could give, closure. he smiled at the moon. knowing that odasaku was in heaven watching from above. you stalker, he thought. his attention turned back to the passed out maiden on his shoulder. he didn't know where she lived so he decided to take her back to his place. he placed her on his bed and kissed her forehead. "good night my Bella donna." he whispered into her ear.