Paul Walker A new beginning

Something New

Woke up like any other regular morning showered got dressed and walked down the coffee shop. Ordered my coffee sat down at an empty table for about 5 minutes Mya showed up and sat beside me. We talked for a while and know it was her turn to say why she was single so she had said that.  She said that she was waiting for someone who could read her, understand her, love her and prioritize her over everyone and made her feel special. But it was a density that both times she was being loved and thrown out of life like she was a thing and no one else. 

There was one day where I found my college guy friend on Facebook and sent a friend request the request got accepted. we talked for a while and we were starting to date for some time, but that was he started hitting me and using my credit cards for whatever small reasons, I wasn't happy with him anymore. Days after that  I found out that he had a family a wife and 3 kids. I knew that I was being used by him that he didn't have any interest in me he was just using me like a toy. And so I confronted him and he accepted that he was using me and he had fun, so I got heartbroken and never went back. :(

Paul: I am truly so sorry for that and he doesn't and never would deserve you because you are too good for him, he just doesn't know that because he's blinded by money. Nothing is a coincidence everything is connected so there might have been a reason why we meet, with similar past heartbroken love stories. I have been loving myself giving the best I can to stay happy I am learning about life and that's just my process be happy with a positive attitude and have gratitude. It's never late to try something out. You should try that too I guarantee you that you will feel way better about yourself. :) Self-love comes first.