I am beauty

  Hey I'm Belen I'm new at writing and well ya ...  I don't know if I should contuine writing the story so inbox me and let me know how you feel. Don't copy my story ! Please!! This is was inspired by the songs back around by Demi Lovato and hurt ,and beautiul by Christina Aguiler. I'm still editing so if you find any mistakes please let me know. Enjoy......

Ruby's POV

''Love is infinite"

''Love is pure''

''Love is a blessing''

They all wispered around me. BUT all I thought was..........

Blah.

Thats right.......blah. I know what your thinking and honestly I didn't care. At that point in time our elders were giving a lecture about MATES and of course the prophecy. It states that an elighten one will find its mate and bring light to the darkness, in the end it will scarfice a pure heart. What it ment I didn't know. I didn't pay attention I thought the prophecy and the whole concept of mates was pure bull. I wish I hadn't. I was bitter. I was vain. I swam in my beauty. Thrived  of others misery. I was the girl you hate to love. Girls hated me. Boys loved me. I RULED the school. I was a beautiful rebel and I knew it. I AM BEAUTY. People feared me and it gave me power. I know I USE the word ''I'' all lot. But I'm not like that anymore. This isn't a story about how the bad girl turned good. It's about how my dead heart started beating. You may be asking all thease questions.Why was she like that? What happen to her? Just because I'm telling you this story dosen't mean my heart is still beating at the end. Let me take you back in time to where it all began.

3 Months Ago

I arrived to school in my black ferrari. As soon as they saw they stopped. The parking lot that was once filled with laughter and happiness had vanished. The the white walls that looked so radient now looked fade. When the moment arrived I stepped out. They all stared at me my eyes never leaving their sight. What do I look like you may ask. Well sweetheart I AM BEAUTY. My height is 5'6, my eyes are a bright green, eyelashes a mile long, hair black as moonlight that ran down my spine, my lips are a pastel pink they are perfect like the rest of me. My skin is pale but it seem to glow. I have curves in all the right places. My current outfit ....... A tight red dress, lacey sleves, it hugged my body at all the right places. It stopped 2 inches above my knee. I didn't wear make up I didn't need to. My shoes were 5 inch black shiny heels that made me legs look amazing. I look stunning. The look in their eyes said it all. As I made my way towards the entrance...... Slience. A new face made its way towards me, huh. OK. Must be a new student. I have to put her in her spot. No one dared to talk to me once in a while there would be a daring new student but I always put them in their place.

''HEY! I'm new I'm Claire'' she said holding out her hand. I looked at it and made my way towards her. Everone stared awaiting my next move.

'' Listen to me and pay attention. Don't mess with me beacuase........'' I didn't get to finish my sentence.

'' You can't tell me what to do. You DON'T OWN ME''

''Say that again and trust me I will make your life an living NIGHTMERE!! Little girl You walk around like you run the world running your mouth,you know if you keep doing that you're just gonna lose everything and everyone that means so much to you!!!!You are alone and nobody cares that you are.One look into your eyes,easy to see what you could be but you're not I say its time you do yourself a favor and die,and listen well I will DESTOY you! I will break you in half like the little twig you are! Keep your ugly lips shut and stay out of MY way! Are we clear?'' I said it with vemon in my voice.

She nodded her head and ran away crying.I turned away and carryed on with my day.Hours later I was in my room sitting on my bed. Not only am I beautiful I'm rich horribly rich.My house is a like a masion no...castle. But I'm alone my parents are always with the pack they are the docters and by the way I'm a werewolf. Pretty awesome ... right? I looked out the window remembering....... there not my birth parents. I was forced to kill my birth parents by rouges. I still remember the looks on thier face. The pain the horrible pain in thier beautiful eyes. I was eight.They weren't the world best parents but still..... my mom was angel her to my dad they were mate. He was all that mattered.I hate mates. He raped me took my virginity at age five. Hit me over and over almost killed me. While my mom just helped. He made me feel useless.Locked me the closet for days while him and mom had ''fun.'' That sick bastard. The rouges who attack us had been watching. They knew everything they did and stayed quiet. I knew they were here but I didn't care. Until one night my father was drunk. He came in my room and tryed to kill me with a knife. They stopped him. They hurt him and my mom. Told me I was beautiful and didn't belong here. They saved me. Those five men saved me life.They told me to kill them but I COULDN'T ! There wolves were to much in control and thats dangerous. They couldn't help there actions. So I did it . I killed them. Those men took me away and dropped me off infront of my current house. They told me they'll be watching and they'll be here when I need them the most. They said they wish they could take away they pain. They said they were my guardian angels.I didn't get there names and I don't remember their faces. I looked for them to say Thank You but I never found them. My curent parents know the story and accepted me in with so much love. I became this so no one would push me around. I have no friends, this is what happens when your heart stops beating at a young age. You stop feeling. Werewovles are immortal and it just another curse.I became vain I THRIVE in their fear. I am a beautiful monster. 

Something snapped me out of my deep memories as I looked out of my window. I heard something. My heart began beating fast.Sweat fell down my forhead.I heard another noise and  I turned around quickly. I saw....................