A New Stream (WARNING: FOUL LANGUAGE AND EATING DISORDERS)

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Y/n POV:
I heard my alarm sound off. I checked the time. 11:30. "Shit," I mumbled. I stumbled out of bed into the closet, grabbing clothes to wear during stream. I had half an hour before I had to stream for the day. I quickly get dressed in a pink crop top/sweater and ripped jeans, soon stumbling into the bathroom to brush my hair and teeth. Fifteen minutes. I finish my makeup, being mascara and lipgloss, and decide to skip breakfast. I was a thin person, who was rather short. I didn't grow properly because I didn't eat enough, because of my eating disorder. Ten minutes. I set up what I will be doing on stream, which is drawing. I make sure  the camera is working and I set out my sketchbook. I usually play games, but I wanted to do something I don't do often on stream, which is draw. My fans know that I draw, and watch me draw when I do it on stream. They enjoy it, giving me ideas and seeing the drawing come to life. This stream would be me doing fan art, because I've been wanting to do some. Two minutes. I sit down, my brain running all over the place, making sure everything is set up. It's time. I click the 'start stream' button and wait for the viewers to start popping in. I started greeting everyone and reading the donations that were already rolling in. After a few minutes of doing that, I checked the view count. 15k, a normal amount, less than when I play Minecraft, but not by much. "Alright, from the setup you guys can tell that we will be drawing today! I've been wanting to do some fan art, so here we are!" I explained, excited to do a drawing stream. "So, who should we draw?" Chat immediately starting naming Minecraft youtubers, like Dream and George. One name stuck out to me, though. 'Eret!' Only one person had said it, but it immediately stuck. "Alright, we'll be drawing Eret!" I exclaimed, mixed reactions coming from chat. I started drawing, asking occasional questions, and explaining my process, like I always do. A few minutes later, I was doing the refined details, like the little strawberries in his dress, when I got another donation. I looked up at my screen, and was shocked at what I saw.
                                           The_Eret donated $20
                          Beautiful art from a beautiful fan

I was shocked, but excited. "OH MY GOD! THANK YOU SO MUCH ERET! I-" I didn't know what to say! I was flustered from the compliment, but you couldn't see any blush, because I was squealing off camera. I finally went back to my setup, still pleasantly surprised from the donation. "Thank you so much, Eret!" I finally said. I got back to drawing, and Eret kept donating throughout the stream, complimenting my work and calling Tommy a gremlin the entire time I was drawing him.

Eret POV:
I got onto the stream of a smaller streamer I enjoyed watching. They played games, like Minecraft and Among Us, but occasionally drew, too. Those were my favorite streams. They would draw, and it would turn out beautifully. I watched as they greeted the viewers as they came in, not noticing me come in. They read the donations out loud, and I realized they were asking for suggestions on who to draw. I read the chat with them, mostly seeing Dream Team. But I saw one person say my name, and was slightly flustered. Y/n saw it, too. They immediately agreed to it and started the process I had grown so familiar with. When they were almost done with the sketch, I realized how nice it had looked, better than any other piece they had done. I decided to compliment the work, donating so that they would definitely see it.
A few seconds later their eyes lit up, as they read the donation. I could see their excitement, then realized why they had chosen me out of them all. They were one of my biggest fans, and it was obvious now. They got up and jumped around their room, squealing. I laughed, a bit flustered. They eventually went back to drawing, and I kept complimenting their work, but eventually they got to the gremlin child, and the entirety of the piece I stated the obvious. They giggled every time. It was a cute laugh, soft and sweet.

Y/n POV:
It grew later in the day, and eventually it was around dinner time. I hadn't eaten at all that day, but I had grown to be able to hide it. Eventually I had almost every Dream SMP drawn on paper. As I drew the last member, it was 7 pm.

Eret POV:
I was watching the entire stream, getting up to eat when I was hungry. I realized they never got up, aside from the occasional stretch break, and my first donation. I realized how thin they were, knowing they hadn't rated during any of their streams I had watched. I knew I had to say something.

                                               The_Eret donated $5
                                            Hun, you haven't eaten                          
                                     anything the entire stream.
                                                         Go eat.

Y/n POV:
Eret donated, and I read it out loud, halfway through knowing what it said. "O-oh, really? I haven't realized the time!" It was a blatant lie, obvious to the most oblivious. "I'll go get a snack, one second everyone!" I ran out of the room, doing as I said, getting a granola bar, then walking back to my room, knowing I wouldn't eat the entire thing.

                                               The_Eret donated $5
                                                  And eat that bar. 
                                               We will make sure
                                               you eat something.

'Shit,' I thought. I couldn't get by him. He really cared. I unwrapped the bar, taking a bite on face cam. I slowly ate the bar, not wanting to overwhelm myself. I think chat noticed that I hadn't eaten in front of them, and started spamming the chat with 'eat >:('s and 'you are really thin's. There was the occasional'you're too fat' or, 'you're too thin's. I finished the bar, slightly upset by the comments, and I got back to drawing the last member, Punz, and finished up the highlights. "Alright Chat, wanna see the entire collection?" Chat immediately spammed yes and mhm, obviously wanting to see everything. I went back to the Eret drawing, and slowly flipped through the drawings. Everyone commented when I showed their favorites. I laughed at donos who made jokes about their favorite. I realized it was now 11 pm, the sleepiness setting in. "Alright, Chat, I'm gonna go to bed now. Stay safe, and remember, you are loved!" I clicked the end stream button, yawning and stretching. I got up, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and got into pajamas. I layed in bed, thinking about Eret, as I realized how often my mind wandered back to him during the stream. I finally fell asleep after scrolling of Twitter for a few hours.

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