i hate you so much like please leave me alone. you make me want to kill you when you talk to me because of how pathetic you are. Lol I can't believe you did this I wanna bash your head into a wall, you'll never completely understand yourself the way i do and you never understand the way you made me feel when you told me it was over for good because you've always been special to me. Though no one likes you or understands you the way I do I still stick up for you when I shouldn't i wish I could make you feel the way you've made me feel for over a year. Even tho I came back to you after I'm the one who ended it, I've always been inlove with you the way I've never been with anyone. So in my grief i still have to let go because I know you'll never truly understand the way things should be, so this isn't a goodbye this is just a " see you later" to the only man I truly felt love from when I just wasn't ready to handle it all. So see you later - to John the name that has a funny meaning in our heads. ( johns not a person)
