I Am Dreaming Of A Captive Love ✔️

26. Knowing About HIM!

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(Gulf's POV)

It's been two weeks that we kissed like that but I wasn't able to do anything or let him do anything... It's not like I don't want to... But whenever I try to go close him... I saw my Ex... Ya, my ex... I was in a serious relationship before... But I don't want to talk about it, for me that was a scary part of my life!... I want to forget it but this stupid illusion didn't let me too!

After finishing a meeting with the major shareholder I went to my office but Mew was there! I am working on my dilution but whenever I saw Mew I can't stop myself... This time he didn't stop and kissed me... I try to focus on it but again... I saw my ex... I was terrified... This is the first time that I am seeing him this clear... I got scared and wasn't able to stop my tears... Mew saw it and he got angry... Of course, anyone can! But when he asked me if he is forcing himself on me... That hurt me most... I never want him to feel like that 🥺 so I lie to him... I am still not ready to tell him everything about my dark past... I want our relationship to become that strong that if I told him everything... He won't leave me... But now I am feeling like I should let him go... I am not the right one for him... But me being selfish... Can't let him go... So I force myself again... And we share a kiss again... This time I closed my eyes and try to focus only on him... I can hear his voice... I don't want to... He is laughing at me... When I didn't able to bear that I hugged Mew... His smell makes me calm... I know he is having so many questions but he is not asking... I am not liking that I am lying to him... But I am not ready... This time I am not telling anyone... Except for Tul... He is the only one who knows about this ...
I hope without telling Mew... I can overcome it...

We part away when we heard Wat is here... So I told Mew to accompany him because I need to calm my emotions... After he left I took my Anxiety med

(A/N: I don't know much about med )

After calming down I went to meet them...

(A/N: Not repeating all... You all know what happened in that conference room!)

I was so happy to know that finally, he wants to talk to me... And from what I saw... I can tell Mew was getting jealous... So I decided to wait for him to ask first... I want him to ask me himself! So I left the offices to call him...

I was going to call him but before that Tong came... He told me to check mail from J's entertainment... So I put my phone aside and check it...
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After 30 or 40 min Mew came into my office...

Mew:" What happened?"

Gulf:" Tell Kao to prepare a new contract about buying J's entertainment... "

Mew:" But that company is going to bankruptcy!"

Gulf:" I know that's why We are buying it!"

Mew:" But you don't get anything from that company!"

Gulf:" I know... But that person is important to Earth... He asked for my help... Don't say anything in front of Earth... He won't like it!"

Mew:" But your name..."

Gulf:" No Hon... It will be under someone else name... I can't use my name otherwise Earth will know!"