"I did all this because I love you so much" This sentence... And one more... "I did all that to protect you"
These two sentences have lots of meaning... I mean in a good way and a bad way... In which way you are using that's important...
So this st...
After that night I talked with Gulf's Dr... At first, he didn't say anything but after I told him about me and him... He gives in... He said he can't tell anyone about Gulf including me because of his work ethics but he can tell me how to help him with his nightmare and his delusion... He told me to wait till I found that Gulf started to trust me before he can say his story to me... At night I must never wake him up because if I do he would come to know about his nightmare so I must comfort him without waking him up...
At first, that was so difficult for me because I couldn't able to see him like that... Every night he had to go through that... He shouts, cries, pleaded, sometimes beg... But sometimes I wasn't able to understand when he said something about protecting someone! Who is he wanted to protect? But I can't ask him😞... That was too hard for me...
Earth helped me a lot with these Dr things... But whenever I needed to meet his Dr... Kao and Tong would help us... So because of that Kao and Tong become my friends... For Earth, I don't know why he is still not friendly with me... I ask him once then he said... He will when he will believe that I would never leave his Kana...! Ya he said HIS KANA!😏 forget it!
After almost two weeks later His Dr ask me to find some topic that triggers his old matter... At first, I didn't know what would-be that topic but when Kao was talking about him being top... I got an idea... So I chose that conversation and comes to know something that would be worse than I expected... I want to find that bastard and kill him... How can someone do this? I am angry at his brother too... How come he never check on Gulf! And what about his dad? Why didn't Gulf tell his dad? I was afraid when Gulf was telling me about these all things because I thought what if this thing triggers his nightmare more but when he kissed back without any problems... Ya, I could feel whenever we did that I could see that he was forcing himself not to open his eyes but this time it was different... This time it was awesome... I am so happy that he trusts me enough to tell me this...
Right now I am watching him sleeping so peacefully... I want to sleep but first, need to check if he is having any nightmare or not... It's been 4 hrs but no... Nothing happens...
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After confirming that he won't be getting any today I got up and sleep next to him... I don't know when but this guy become my everything... I can't expect my life without him anymore... And I don't want to...
. . . . . . . Next day...
When I woke up Gulf was not beside me I got panic and went outside and saw him in the kitchen with a maid... Smiling! He is smiling 😊... I never saw him smiling like this before with anyone!
Gulf:" Hey Hon! Are you ok?"
Mew:" Ya I am fine... It just I didn't see you beside me..."
Gulf:" I try to wake you up but you were sleeping like a log! So I didn't!"
