Y/N woke up to her alarm at about 8 am. For a while she have been trying to fix your sleeping schedule and her morning habbits. She pushed herself to eat breakfast and climb out of bed. Otherwise she could sleep her life away. Y/N heard it in some motivational video.
She changed from your pyjamas to some nicer clothes. She put on black pants that were little too long for your legs covering your feet. Than grabbed grey tshirt with long sleeves. She didn't do much with her hair, just put on gloves just in case you get cold. And to look cool.
Than she decided to do her make up. It didn't take her long, but she stopped and stared at herself in the mirror. Sometimes when she looked into it it just didn't feel like her. But as soon as she felt like this, thought was starting to swallow Y/N as a whole. So she quickly got out of the bathroom
Maybe i should go for a run?
Y/N asked herself sitting down in her kitchen pouring milk onto the cereal.
Nah i suck at running.
Her mind slandered upon the thought of editing, she haven't posted in two weeks. But in the end she decided to go to the city maybe to buy some groceries.
It was a nice morning, Y/N got in a load of nice air when she walked out of the apartment.
She got out of your parents house as soon as she could. Let's say, she didn't have the best relationship with none of the family. Don't get this wrong! Y/N have tried to get closer, many times, but she have never gotten a good outcome.
So she lived alone. The apartment wasn't big. It was small and comfy. With cute kitchen and one bedroom. Didn't need more.
After she came back. She decided to do some cleaning up. Her room was a mess but yk gotta look impressive to new audience and Quackity.
After that even tho Y/N had plenty of time bc the stream was starting in like 4 hours she was nervous.
She tried to fill up the time with editing. After that she somehow ended up on google. She searched up Quackity. Y/N really knew nothing about him. So she watched some of his older videos. And yeah he was funny, but the scary part was that he was acting oddly too much like her. He was very similar in the end, had very similar audience and humor. So what was she expecting.
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It was ten minutes before the stream. And she joined the call just with her and Quackity.
"Heyo!" she said and turned on her camera
"Yoooo wassup!" he said in enthusiastic tone. He seemed like he always had so much energy.
"Excited?" he asked and smirked into the camera
"Hell yeah. How was ur day btw?" Y/N asked. He smiled and moved his hair away from his eyes. He was wearing a black hoddie and his usual beanie
"Oh it was great even tho i almost overslept. Lmao. How about you?"
"Ah i did some grocery shopping. Been around ppl, yeah my day was shit but now im good."
"Is it because of me?" he said and laughed.
She put on a poker face and shaken it in dissapointment.
YOU ARE READING
fuckup.
Fanfiction"how am i supposed to know what i want... when i don't even know who i really am?" quackity fanfiction female Y/N tw: mentions of childhood trauma, mature language, mentions of anxiety and depression, mentions of self harm