Hi i am Saint Harmione and this is my story or should i say our story.
I have girlfriend she's Calista, she's my everything,she always made my day. She's really clingy to me,she always acting cute in front of me when I'm too busy at my work. I never thought falling inlove with a girl like that was possible. It was,i fell inlove with her. She always buys her favorite comfort food and always share it to me.
"Please please baby just one bite promise masarap to binili ko to dyan o bagong bukas na bakeshop." She said.
"Okay okay baby for you i will eat that fucking cake."
"Saint don't call it fucking cake it's very cute cake look! Saint pangalan mo pero ang hilig mag curse" She's very excited.
Sometimes,she would fiddle his finger when she's nervous,and i would take her hand,kissing it reassuring that everything is going to be okay.
"Saint I'm so nervous paano pag di nila ako nagustuhan? What if bigyan nya ako ng money at sabihing layuan mo ang anak ko at magpakalayo layo ka na babe paano na ang mga magiging anak natin lalayo ako at malalaman ko na buntis pala ako tapos-"
"Baby you talk too much bakit ba ang advanced mo mag isip. Don't worry okay? Mommy will love you because i love you and you're important to me. Believe me my mother is very kind she will never do what your thingking."
Nakahinga naman sya ng maluwag. And thank god tama ako nagustuhan sya ni mommy tuwang tuwa sakanya. We planned to marry on the third of September,the happiest day of our lives.
"Calista sabi ni mom isama mo daw ang mommy mo para makapili na kayo ng gown."
"Talaga? Nako nakakahiya kay tita."
"Kay mommy wag mo na sya itita I'm your future husband na remember?"
"Yeah i remember but wag ka pasisiguro malay mo takbuhan kita sa kasal naten hahaha."
"You'll do that?"
"No I'm just kidding i love you so much hindi ko kayang gawin yon sa lalaking sobrang mahal ko."
"Thank you babe wag moko iiwan huh? Umattend ka sa kasal naten baka mamaya nagpaplano ka ha hahahahha joke."
"I love you so much."
"I love you too.."
Matagal pa naman ang kasal namin pero excited ang mga mommy namin. Halos family naming parehas ay magkakasundo na. We're just waiting for the big day!
This past few days Calista always cuddle me yung paglalambing nya saakin noon siguro triple ngayon. Dahil siguro ilang months nalang ikakasal na kami.She always annoy me when I'm working gusto nya daw na sakanya muna ang atensyon ko.
One day umuwi si Calista sa house namin,house namin kase magkadama na kami sa bahay may dala syang tuta.
"Baby look oh napulot ko sya dyan sa labas ampunin na natin?"
"Babe you know naman na ayaw ko sa pets diba? Pero sige na nga ampunin na natin yan."
"Thanks Saint! Okay baby sashi this is your daddy and i am your mommy hehe." Yes she's talking to that puppy.
"Okay din pala na dumating sya satin practice na tayo para sa future baby natin"
"Baby agad diba sabi ko sayo pagkatapos ng kasal natin magtrabaho at mag ipon tayo ulit para lahat ng kailangan ng baby natin makuha nya."
Gusto nya ay planado ang lahat like me when i first saw her plinano ko na agad ang future namin dahil sure na ako na sya na ang babaeng pakakasalan ko wala ng atrasan. We're so happy because it's August na already ang bilis ng araw at buwan sa loob ng 5 years naming pag iibigan finally ikakasal na kami,ikakasal nako sa babaeng pinakamamahal ko.
But.....
I thought our Love story will having a happy ending pero mali ako..
The angels took my everything, my love, my Calista. Calista died on August 31, yes she died tatlong araw bago ang kasal namin, after our anniversary. She was diagnosed with cancer on july we thought malalabanan nya ginawa namin ang lahat,binili lahat ng gamot na kailangan nya but it didn't work. It was more difficult seeing her alive, sometimes she would scream in the middle of the night saying that her head hurts pero wala akong magawa kundi ang patahanin at painumin nalang sya ng gamot. Sana sakin nalng napunta yung sakit nya.
It was hard to see the person who you love suffer,in pain...crying..it was really hurt for me to see my love of my life slowly dying in front of me.
I told her to rest, but she told me she will fight for the two of us.
"Baby listen to me okay? Hindi ako susuko i-ikakasal pa tayo diba nakahanda na lahat hindi kita iiwan." Nahihirapan na syang mag salita.
But on the last day of her to earth at sa piling ko,she kept saying sorry to me. How he could've still fought it.
"Baby I'm sorry sinubukan ko namn lumaban but I'm so weak. Pag wala na ako wag mo papabayaan si sashi. At ang sarili mo okay? Don't you dare hurt yourself when I'm gone I'm gonna be mad at you. Anong malay natin magkita tayo ulit sa kabilang buhay. Chase your dream without me okay? I love you so much at wag mo kakalimutan na maghnap ng bagong babae sa buhay mo na aalagaan ka hanggang sa tumanda kayo hindi katulad ko na hindi manlang kita naalagaan bilang asawa ko.
I told Calista that...
"Baby, you did great,lumaban ka para sating dalawa pero your battles are over,you need to rest na you're so brave my love, m-my w-wife." I kissed her on her forehead. "Hindi na ako makakahanap ng katulad mo Calista my love for you will be stay forever.
She held my hands tightly...
Pinalapit nya ang muka ko sa muka nya then hinalikan nya ako sandali...and when her hands loosens up, i knew that she finally let go.
Iniwan nya ako....
Iniwan na ako ng babaeng mahal ko.
Calista...kung naririnig mo man ako I'll meet you in another life, we'll be together I'll fullfil my promises to you. Lumapit sakin si sashi.
"Mommy is gone sashi, iniwan nya na tayo so don't you dare leave me alone okay? Ikaw nalang ang natitirang ala ala sakin ni Calista.
My love will never be gone....
My Calista....
