Eleutheromania

Chapter 1

Pov 3

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The weekend arrived pretty quickly for Rin but at the same time, it seemed like it didn't come fast enough. He walks out of the classroom getting glared at by most of his classmates. He didn't understand they said that they were friends and can lean on them if needed but not even an hour later they wanted nothing to do with him. He has helped and save them so many times. Like a few days ago konekomaru was possessed and he helped him but they all acted like that never happened. He can't help but feel like it must be his fault. Their his first friends he has to make it up to them somehow. His thoughts were stopped by Bon shoving him into the wall.

Bon shot a glare at him before walking away while murmuring something that sounded like a Stupid demon. He could hear konekomaru whispering warning bon he shouldn't say that because he was worried that rin would lose control. Rin yanked out his key out of his pocket and made his way to the dorms lost in thought about how he can make it up to them.

He unlocked the door to the once-abandoned male dormitory. He shouted for Yukio wondering if he was there. It wasn't unusual for Yukio to get there before him. He throws his uniform jacket on a chair and made his way to the kitchen. He set his sword down and got started on dinner. He knew Yukio was stress this week so he decided to make Yukio's favorite food, sashimi. He can remember the times he made it and he could see stars and joy on Yukio's face. He just wants to see his little brother smile again. A grin formed on his face. He just wants the brother he knows but no matter how much Yukio has changed he will always be his little brother. He will always love and support him even if it hurts him.

He has been saving enough money to buy everything he needed. Although Ukobach didn't like Yukio he did want rin to be happy. It's been a while since he has seen the boy this happy.

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He set the food down on the table. Yukio had yet to come home and rin was starting to worry. He felt kuro jump on his shoulder and nuzzle his cheek as a way to tell its rights. He put kuro food in a bowl and next to it some silvervine sake. Immediately the two-tailed cat jumped down in excitement. He felt his friend deserved it and he did feel a bit guilty that his friend had to stay alone most of the day. If it wasn't for him maybe his old man would still-

!!BAM!!

Rin didn't get a chance to complete the thought since it was interrupted but the door slamming open. He grabbed the closest thing to him and that happened to be a knife. He quickly turned around pointing the knife at whoever decided to burst into the dorm like that. He put down the knife the moment he saw who it was.

"Yukio! Where were you!" He shouted with concern. If he was on a mission he feels like he should've told him. A simple text, a note anything. Maybe Yukio thought he didn't deserve to know. Did he? Is he being too much or not enough? He watched Yukio walk past him with an irritated expression. Maybe I'm too nosy?

"It's none of your business Nee-san," you could hear the venom as he spoke making rin flinch. " whatever I do has nothing to do with you." Rin let out a nervous giggle before responding.

"Come on Four eye-"

"NO SHUT UP!" Yukio's face turns red with anger. "3 PEOPLE ARE IN THE HOSPITAL AND IT'S YOUR FAULT."

"W-what do you mean I didn't do anything." Confusion and worry-filled rin. He did recall getting into fights he hasn't been in a fight.

"BECAUSE YOU HAD THE BRIGHT IDEA TO USE YOUR DEMONIC FLAMES!! DEMONS HAVE BEEN MORE ACTIVE RECENTLY!!" Yukio looks at rin with rage and rin realized he was talking about the night in the forest. It seems like rage has been one of the most frequent emotions Yukio has around him. Yukio was about to walk out when he said something that he has been saying more and more.

"Why do you always have to get yourself in danger." Rins eyes widen. "You always get yourself in trouble! I got a call from the school saying you keep showing up late and sleeping in class." Rin remembered the reason he showed up late early today. There was a group of teens bullying 2 of his classmates. After he helped them he went to his teacher and tried to explain what happened but she rolled her eyes and told him to stop making up excuses.

"Rin I'm working my ass off and your here still act like how you were in middle school. Acting like nothing. I thought after Dad's death maybe you would at least try to get your act together." The guilt and sorrow were starting to sink him into the ground. Has he really not changed as he thought? He was trying his best, wasn't he? He had to be. Or else his old man died for nothing.

"But then again you are a stupid demon. You can't do anything. I can't believe dad wants me to protect a demonic thing like you. But I guess I have to it was his dying wish just to keep a pointless thing like you alive." What Yukio says wound his older twin. Rin tries to keep his tears in check. Yukio slowly walks up to the raven-haired boy."It's Not Fair." His voice starts to raise well rin stays silent in fear that if he speaks or moves he wouldn't be able to stop the tears that were building up in his eyes blurring his vision.

"He Died and Let Me Behind With You Like You Could Ever Be Useful!!" Rin stared at the floor not being able to see. He could feel his eyes burn because of the tears that have yet to fall. He didn't notice when Yukio pulled holy water out of his pocket. He didn't nonstick when Yukio was not even a foot away from him.

He did however notice when Yukio tackled him to the floor. He gasped and before he was able to move Yukio got onto him poured the holy water onto rins chest. He screamed in agony. He felt his skin heat up and the burning sensation. It felt like an hour of torment. He could only concentrate on the pain. He gasped once he acknowledged he wasn't breathing and the tears he tried to hold back were now falling. The tears felt like hot needles in his eyes only cause more tears to form feeling like an endless cycle of pain.

"NO, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CRY!! YOU KILLED HIM YOU DON'T GET TO ACT LIKE THE VICTIM!! YOU DON'T GET TO MAKE ME THINK YOU ARE GUILTY!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO MANIPULATE ME."

Tears flowed down Yukio's face. He started sobbing while punching rin over and over again. Rin's hearing was muffled and there was a loud buzzing in his ear but he could still hear Yukio shouting. He attempted to sit up but pain shot through him and he let out a silent scream. Yukio pushed away from rin.

With the tears falling down his face he looks at rin in disgust and anger. Next thing rin knew a gun was in his face.

"It's all your fault why don't you just die." He choked out. He then pulled the trigger.

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Hi thanks so much for reading
I hope you enjoyed it.

I also hope my writing has improved.

Oh and I will be writing a one-shot request for any ideas you have.

I should update next week

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