pasta love

the wreck (OCTAVIAS POV)

( try and play the song when theyvstart to fight)

I stood there in shock as I MY husband kissing her.... the women that stabed my sister and knocked me out. I began to quietly cry, I covered my mouth so I wouldn't make noise, I began to run in anger and sadness while running i bumped into janel, trying to turn my head so she wouldn't see my tears. " Hey, are you okay" janel says concerned, "Ya, i just....." I broke off and started cry. "Whats wrong?" I hear her say. By now she had already came over next to me and had her arms around me. "I saw.... I saw Jeff kissing Jane." I said still crying,"What! As soon as I see that kid he is going down!" She said in raged "No.No." I said  camly. She looked suprised I said that but i don't care. She gave me one last hug and we parted ways. I walked down stares, my eyes still red and puffy from crying. "Hey, whats wrong" I hear everyone say. "Nothing. Just allergies." I knew they knew it was a lie because i dont have allergies but i really didn't feel like explaing. I walked into the kitchen when a hand grabed my arm and spun me into there arms. I knew who it was right when they grabed me but i didn't stop him, But i remembered what he did so i pulled away. "Whats wrong?" He questioned quickly. "Did you just ask that im not dumb I should have known you were like this!" I shouted slightly. "Like what i dont know what your talking about" Jeff proclaimed but I knew the truth. "Yes, you do,you kissed JANE". I began to cry both and sadness and anger. "NO. I didn't she kissed me i promise " He said quickly "Sure, im not stupid i should've known that it wouldnt last im not a proxy you are and so is she your tired and boring old me you want her." I shouted cry my eyes out. I darted of the kitchen past everyone jeff trying to catch up. Finally when i got to the door he got to me, " I know your mad but she kissed me and I dont want her I want you. Your the only one i want." He said lovingly "Its not what it looked like to me!" I opened the door and slamed it, walking to my car, i got still crying. I place my hands on the steering wheel and place my head on my hand still crying so bad I can berly being able to see. Finally i sit up and start my car drving off, yet i still can't see that good. While im driving to god knows where im phone is over there going of, so i look at the messages there from everyone, what happen , where are blah blah blah. Then i get to jeffs message " Octavia please listen to i know your mad but trust me she kissed me please come home don't do antthing stupip." I can picture him and jane sitting there laughing at me. I toss my phone down but it falls in the floor and starts going off ag, I look up at the rode trying to pay attention but i can't, So I try to reach, as soon as i grab it i look back at the rode, and see a huge transfer truck comeing my way and I  suddenly feel a shock of pain go through my body along with a spinning feeling. I then feel the side pavenent on my face. I remember trying to get up but i can't im to weak, the last thing i was was the spinning lights of a car.

   (Three weeks later)

I hear a voice saying my name and im sore but I want to move but I can't, so me being me I try and open my eyes but they fall right back down, but I try again and this time alittle longer and the next time i was successful but I see someone I never thought i would see again, my mom.  "Mom, what are you doing here" i say confused and dazed." Honey oh my gosh your awake!" She says excited. "Whats going on where am I what happened " I said looking around. "Your in the hospital, you got in a terrible accident " she said looking at me like i was 3. If you can't already tell i don't like my family the only one i like is janel. "Oh" then a sudden relization came to my mind where is she where is Jeff. I looked around and only saw balloons and teddy bears, then i saw one of my best friends walk in. "HATTIE, OH MY GOD what are you doing here!" I said happyly. "I'm here to see you i haven't seen you in like 2 years where have you been!" She said. "I've been alot of places"i said laughing because i couldn't tell her i fell in love with a killer. "Cool, wheres janel" she questioned "Back at the place we're staying" i said. I didn't like lying to her but i couldn't tell her the turth or they would make her a proxy and that can't happen.
(Back at home)

"So, do you know where my car is?"i asked hattie "Um, look in the back!?!?" She said mysteriously "OH MY GOD, I yelled it was even more beautiful than when i got it. I ran in smileing then there was of course another question, "Wheres my phone?" I asked "there weren't able to save that but your mom got you a new one. "Where i need it" I said smiling and holding my hand out. She pointed up stares, I ran up and got it thankfully i remembered janels number so i could call her. "Hello, who is this?" She said worried. "Its me.... Octavia " i said giggling of happiness "Octavia oh my god are you okay where are you!!" "Im at the house tonight im going to sneak back there." "Hows Jeff?" I said "He isn't good he thinks he killed you , "Do me a favor and tell him im okay, i have to go now,bye" i said hanging upe
(Later that night)

The time was approaching so I left out my window and got in my car, this was the second time i left with out goodbyes and the only one i feel bad about if hatte. It had took me an hour to get to the house, but when i get in there i saw something i thought I'd never see again.