HIS SECRET ADMIRER (COMPLETED)

Chapter 38

The spotlight falls on shehnaaz his heart skips beat witnessing his love, his life, his wife, his secret admirer beautifully dressed in red saree looking absolutely pretty and gorgeous. He never imagined his wife to be his secret admirer like a fool had been searching her insanely unaware his wife is the actual girl claims to love since 10 years. It's crazy to develop emotions through love letters.

Precious heart warming words always expressed love successfully managed to capture his soul forever until destiny played it's game unknowningly got them married and created useless misunderstanding due to which agitatedly swore on herself not to reveal identity further messing up their feelings & emotions. Sidharth always felt attracted towards naaz their hearts strongly connect deep down arouse fondness without realising that his wife is his secret admirer too.

She is standing with tearful hopeful gaze praying not to face rejection has been terrible when sidharth unintentionally crushed her innocent heart twice under his feets. This time desires him to confess love, kiss passionately, & entire night make love. She just wants to become his forever not just from heart soul too is feeling anxious unable to meet intense gaze. He steps forward with poker face almost killing naaz from inside because she had expected him to jump around with happiness after surprising revelation rather than giving blank expression.

Sidharth wants to tease before confessing his love just the way she constantly did for two days almost driving him insane. He intensionally made poker face to enjoy her facial expressions refined from happiness to sadness. Shehnaaz felt her body trembling with fear while he took another step closer to his love involuntary blinks down eyelashes feeling his cold hands caressing her cheek almost sends shivers down spine. She breath heavily when sidharth place lips on her forehead kissing it with utmost affection accelerating heartbeat.

Sana:- Sidharth aap mujhse naraz nahi haina ? (mumbles softly)

Shehnaaz doesn't dare to meet his intense gaze while lips curved into genuine smile witnessing her innocent face and heart fluttering confession. He doesn't wanna reply in the form of words instead potray feelings through actions. She is dying to hear him speak, a lot of tension is clouding her brain until sidharth grabs her chin between hard finger tips other strong pair of arm wraps around bare waist pulling her near as much as possible. She fists his tshirt using little sweaty palms breathing heavily, chest moving up and down putting her heart shape birth mark at display driving him insane.

Sana:- Sidharth meri baat ... (stammered)

Sidharth placed his finger on soft petals as a clear gesture to stop talking blows warm intoxicating breath on her pretty face making her go weak on knees. She felt every dead cell of her body went alive under magical touch. He kissed both sides of her cheeks, cute nose, beautiful eyes, perfect jawline finally dipped his face inside crook of her sexy neck while sensually tracing circles on bare waist.

Sana:- Sidharth aapka jawaab ... (came out as moan)

Sidharth bites her neck marking territory rolled tongue to soothe its pain. She further dug nails unable to control sensation such as heat setting body on fire. He went down on his knees gaining attention holding her hand firmly spoke to express happiness and confess limitless love.

Ss:- I have been loving my secret admirer since ten years jab pehle baar letter mila kaafi acha feel huwa read karke mujhe laga because heart warming pen down my fan so I simply shrugged until these sweet gestures of your became addiction. Babe tere luck ke wajah se bohut himmat aur confidence milta hai trust me between millions of fans I only waited for your love filled meessages always managed to being smile on my anxious face. Teri wajah se pareshaan dil ko sukoon milta hai. Your magical words hold power to captivate my heart more over hypnotise to an extent that I desperately waited to recieve. Aaj tak sirf tere gifts aur letters itna sambhal kar rakhe hain pata kyun tumhare likhe alfaaz padh kar aaj bhi meri jaan me jaan ajate hai. Tumhare likhe alfaaz ko maine ishq bana diya apne hotaun se padh kar kab jeene ki wajah bann gaye pata na chala ... Kab meri khushi ke wajah bann gaye pata na chala. Jab tumse punjab mein mila ajeeb ehsaas utha dil me na jaane kyun I felt we are deeply connected to eachother but ignores thinking it's just mere attraction. Maa came up with a sudden alliance like before meeting you I rejected many isliye pehle ki tarhan fazool reasons diye just to get rid little did I know you're my secret admirer jiske liye shaadi ka proposal reject kar raha tha wahi meri mehbooba nikle. Jaan trust me I never priortise status over nature mere liye sirf ek tareeka tha to avoid this proposal. Once again sorry for hurting sweet heart shaadi ke baad bhi I kept avoiding you kyunke I was getting attracted it made me feel guilty aisa laga I am cheating my secret admirer isliye unable to acknowledge my complicated feeling I thought to run away from you without releasing I kept spilling bitter words unintentionally hurting my beautiful wife. I wanna confess that I loved kissing your red luscious lip, devouring sexy back those soft nipples of yours .. Damn babe I lost control every fucking day not to make love on our bed, against our wadrobe, walls, couch and washroom. You don't know it took me alot of efforts to control my desires. I don't take our kiss as mistake sirf regret huwa that maybe I am playing with your feelings unable to conclude mine. You being naughty suddenly began doing mischievous stuff I thought pata nahi tujhe kya hogaya hai kyunke you were badly hurt little did I know my biwi thankfully overheard my conversation with mehul. Listen to me tumse naraz rehna mere bass me nahi especially after knowing that my wife is my secret admirer yahan ane se pehle khush that lekin ab double hoon kyunke ab koi guilt ya phir regret nahi. Deep down my heart yelled at me for cheating I am feeling blessed to know that my wife is my love. I love you doctor shehnaaz sidharth shukla will you mine forever ?

"Hum unhe chahte the, tumhe bhi chahne lage.

Yeh dil unke liye dhadakta tha, tere liye bhi dhadakne laga.

Bechain tha mein ishq ki iss kashmakash se, kyun mujhe di rabne aise sazah.

Par anjaan tha ki tu aur woh ek hi shaksiyat ho, Joh bann Gaye hai mere jeene ki wajah"
(Written by privatesoul1 hope you like her deep words she puts a lot of efforts to match according to my ongoing tracks and updates ❤️)

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Done ❤️🤗 Guys I have been really busy exhausted my hands are hurting please bear a little with updates :(

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